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That’s A Wrap
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The End Of The World As We Know It
I know that people have it worse. I don't doubt that. But mental illness is debilitating. Anxiety disorder and depression can make everything feel like the end of the world. Every failure is magnified. Every miss is crippling. It just enhances the fear that's already there. A failure or broken heart gives it fire. Like it's proof that maybe things ( Read more... ) -
Catch & Release
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Who Am I?
That's been the question for years. Who am I? Well, I don't know. I'm always changing. Things I thought I wanted change. Things I thought I'd never do, I've done. Things I thought I'd never feel, I've felt. I always knew that I was always in a state of changing. Always in flux. But I always thought that the end product would be something I'd be ( Read more... ) -
La Douleur Exquise
A few things have changed since I last wrote. Things with my family have done another 180. It tends to happen every couple of years. Something happens and the family is broken apart. It's been a rough couple of months dealing with that. Trying to stay whole when I'm torn in alot of different ways. I struggle to not pick a side. To stay neutral. I ( Read more... ) -
To All The Boys I've Loved Before
I've been reminiscent lately. Taking a look at how I used to think, what I used to like, things I used to say ( Read more... ) -
I love you and all of your pieces
The year is wrapping up. It's crazy the changes that I've gone through. I think I'm starting to settle into myself. The future is starting to look alittle more clear. I feel like I'm on the right track ( Read more... ) -
Welcome To The Inner Workings In My Head
It's been a lonely stressful couple of weeks. I've been stuck at home. I cleared these 2 weeks for my best friend because I missed him. He let me down though. He's been doing alot of that lately. He says he loves me but he hurts me every time. He's so jealous of the man that I'm dating that he has been treating me like dirt. If you love someone, ( Read more... ) -
Fade Into You
It's weird how things work out. Why things happened the way they did. How they ended up changing us. It's crazy how much we can change in such a short amount of time. Yesterday I saw him for the first time in 3 months. He seems like an entirely different man now. Maybe it's because he's showing me a different side or maybe he really has changed. He ( Read more... ) -
With or Without You
He did it again. It hurts like hell. I tried to keep myself from feeling this way. Distance myself. But it didn't work. I did fall. I always hit the ground when I do though. In a way I understand why he ended things but in others I don't. I saw something in his eyes when he looked at me. How he touched my face and kissed me. I know he felt ( Read more... )