I got what I wanted. I was there in his arms once again. It wasn't quite what I imagined it'd be like though. How could you want something so bad and see what could be when the other doesn't? I don't even know how to get that person to see what I see. Unfortunately, I don't really think there's anything I can do. I can just be me. Enjoy our time ( Read more... )

I dumped every guy I was dating a few months ago. I wanted genuine and this time around I'm getting it. I deserve for someone to treat me well and care about me as much as I do about them. I wasted so much time in trying to turn something fake into something real. I found that it wasn't worth it. Why wait for them to open their eyes to me when I ( Read more... )

All I want is somebody to care ( Read more... )

I'm not content with the way I've been acting lately. I shouldn't be surprised by the results. I guess I was just hoping that someone would surprise me. I know how things pan out. They're all the same. This is why I like things to be clear straight from the beginning. That way I know just how to deal with it. That way I can catch myself. It's ( Read more... )

I don't care who pays attention to how I live my life. I live it for me. I don't need permission to do the things I want to do. I don't need approval. If we all lived our lives that way, there would be no sense of self. No sense of self gratification. I get satisfaction in doing things my way. I'm past the point and age of caring anymore. I don't ( Read more... )

If I said what was on my mind would it even matter? I feel my heart beat so fast when I think about him and I don't know why. I shouldn't feel this way. This is not how I work. C'mon aloof Meg where are you? Be an ice queen to him. Ignore him. Resist texting him. You can do it... you need to.. for your sanity. Move on. You'll be happier. He'll only ( Read more... )

Why do I pick the wrong guys ( Read more... )

I had more thoughts going on in my head than I thought. My life is still a mess. I try and try my best to fix it, but yet I fail. I feel like most of the time when I take a step forward I end up taking two steps back. I do have myself to blame for this though. I allow toxic people in my life. And I don't do anything to change it until it's too late ( Read more... )

I hate my love life. It's so confusing. Why can't I just find something that makes complete sense? It's either the guy is too far, too busy, too immmature et cetera. The list of things wrong goes on forever. I keep hoping and holding out for what I want. But most of the time when I think I've found what I want, something shatters the illusion. I ( Read more... )

Being completely single has it's pros and it's cons. The pros are that I don't have to answer to anyone. If I want to go out, I will go out. If I want to party until the sun comes up, I can do so without hearing any lip from a man. If I want to flirt it up, I can with whomever I want for how long I want. The cons are: As much as dating a lot of men ( Read more... )