I wish I could have my true mom back and have the life I deserved back to me. I wish my mom wasn’t dying on me. I wish I can have comfort and stability and know things will be alright I wish I could be a kid again and live in innocence and feel free from this world of adult life and all the problems involved in it. I wish I wasn’t so alone and ( Read more... )

So I wonder why in this world there has to be so much animosity and so much agitation it just makes no fucking sense. Sometimes I just did wish this world would end for the sake of humanity, just end this world and stop all this non-sense, in the end it’s all because of ego, and trying to prove something , prove what though why do we make big ( Read more... )

Ever wonder why we waste our lives working hard for the fact that we are going to die when it’s all set and done. Freedom is an illusion we try to convince ourselves to believe, when we’re really in our own slavery of working every dying day of our lives. We convince ourselves because society says so. Because we rely on the voice of a proclaimed “ ( Read more... )

So I'm pretty sure no one reads this which is sad to know but whatever i will still write in it, and hope replies come even if it's like 5 years from now gettin responses is good cause it shows people still care enough to see what's goin on and show that they're still here. But besides that I just had a huge urge to post a new entry since it's been ( Read more... )

So I wonder why this world is so fucked up. So centered on money and centered on materialistic bullshit. FUck this world, fuck this society. What ever happened to the basics. Why does there have to be classes, and social groups? What the fuck? Does anyone see this shit. The sad part is this is how the world has been for thousands of years and ( Read more... )

This was written a week or so before I left to New York ( Read more... )

So it's wedensday august 2nd 2007 and I am in NYC my new home. I'm still digesting the fact that I'm living in this massive city. It's hard to desrcribe in words what it's like to live in this so called capitol of the world. BUt anyways it's been since sunday that I arrived here. Once we get internet in the apartment I'll be looking non-stop for a ( Read more... )

Shall this world decay ( Read more... )

It's such a sad story ( Read more... )

I feel I deserve many good things but good things never happen to me.