vapor floats through
the air. it cannot
be seen unless it
collects and condenses
with others
to form into clouds,
that drift precariously
through the sky
until ultimately
heavy; falls
to nourish the earth;
resting on the surface,
seeping into the core,
or running off
and meeting the air again,
in an eternity
of elemental unity.

best year ever!

school. india. work. play. read. french. BREATHE

yesterday was quite robust. i hardly slept, not due to reoccuring insomnia, but my cats unnerving anxiety and restlessness. i was too excited for the day to care about that ( Read more... )

life is beyond anything i could ever imagine comprehending. sometimes i feel so caught up in the scheme of the moment that i loose myself, but i am over that. i just want to breath now forever in peace. im tired of disceit and disrespect ( Read more... )

1. A cuddler ( Read more... )

optimism is beautiful. life is beautiful. everything just oozes beauty...despite yawnzz* i am very excited for tomorrow...well later today i suppose,,,,,,gregs party and mmw with the fam YES!

im beyond this world it feels like right now. i think that is part of my problem. i am too disconnected. i am trying to balance. balance. balancccccce with myself and this world. it is so difficult. i can feel, truly FEEL emotions all, even ones i cant even begin to comprehend all together. a tornado of sensations at any moment. its easy to forget ( Read more... )

its been 80 weeks since i last updated. goodnecesssssgracious. whatever is the deal with time? it slips from my fingertips because there are too many precious things to experience and capture. my life is one crescendo. one tone ontop of another. dancing. fighting. laughing. breathing. being. towards something mysterious and unknown, yet always felt ( Read more... )

testing testing testing
new layout in progress -- circuslandfill
via little sister -- deadsilence_
don`t mind me

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excitement! i found my music!!! on my mothers couch of all places. i walked in the slush and rain from his school back to her house. my caseworker called and said i failed my drug test. then she called the hospital and found out the barbiturates are from my ects. took a revitalizing bath, immersed in bubble-overload. cry then laugh. cry then laugh ( Read more... )