.splitting.headache.ugh.
i'd do anything not to go to work right now.

first real trip to the mtn this year and i did NOT do that badly considering.

i don't think i'll ever make enough money to escape.

i want someone's advice on everything. i want someone to tell me how to work things out. i'm stressed out. i'm lonely. and worst of all, i know that no matter how much advice people give me, its not going to help, because i already know all of the things that they're going to say.

goodbye pretty snow-globe bowl.
i loved you very much in the week that i owned you.
and now you are shattered. and i am sad.

i've been sick as hell for almost two weeks now. and i warn you, if i come anywhere near you, you WILL catch it cuz so far everyone has.

i wish i felt less hectic lately.
thats a kinda lame thing to wish.

we just sat and talked for 15 hours strait. unreal.

its difficult to be elusive when you're a chatterbox.
i haven't quite figured out the solution to this yet.
and i hate being bored. i hate being lonely.

and is it weird that i want to go to work now on my days off just because its something to do?

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it has come to my attention as of late that nothing in my life is really going quite as planned. this is itself is really nothing new. however, i'm also feeling really.. oh i don't know.. out of every loop on top of it. so my new decision is that i need some massive changes in my life. not any one thing in particular, but maybe a whole bunch of ( Read more... )