I hate myself for being so angry and jealous over the problems I create for myself, simply because I let people get to me.

Why can't I be a bitch?

I need to fuck somebody.

Hi LJ. I am alive.
How about that.

Is it ridiculous to set New Years Resolutions when you're not driven enough to stride for them?

So my chemistry class is quite easily the biggest joke that's ever existed in this lifetime. The teacher has got the education needed for this job, but the people-skills of a slowly progressing 3 year old autistic child.

My CHE 130 is an entry level course. I know I've taken AP's and all that shit, but I want the GPA boost, so I'm starting with the ( Read more... )

What are friends ( Read more... )

Today sucked. Flat out. I'm feeling bitchy.

I've been sick.  All day. Headache and stomach ache. Got out of my four classes, to find it raining. Went to my car to find it wasn't there. Walked two more miles to downtown salem to where it'd be towed, and paid $110 to get it back. Where I drove home and slept for two hours.

But I'm still smiling.
And ( Read more... )

Steve Irwin is dead. The crocodile hunter. Killed. Peirced through the heart by the tail of a stingray. (Wow, that's angsty. I bet emo kids around the world are going "SHIT! Wish I'd thought of that!") It makes me sad to know that Steve Irwin is dead, and not just because I enjoyed his australian accent and his smiling face on Animal Planet, but ( Read more... )

This is a lot harder than I thought it'd be.

I need to wake up. Put on my makeup.
Pick up the phone,
nobody's home.
I need to break out.
Get me some takeout.
Stand inside a crowd.
I wanna scream aloud
That "I'll be Okay".

Tomorrow's just another day.
Another way to spend a day....
Mmm. Go Lillix.

So Barry and I broke up, and though I feel like I'd rather be shoving needles into my eyes, I know ( Read more... )

I'm single and it's awful.

Oh, also, I've decided that my next top priority is saving a little money and finding an apartment. Not for independence but more for weight reasons, because having an apartment means you throw lots of parties and when it all comes down to spending that last $20 on food or spending it on a bottle of stoli raz, the choice is obvious.