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what number are you?
Total comments: 810
1classclown
239
2aegator1977
83
3pinkstars606
72
4pinkisforboys
31
5lilprchick2005
25
6scabedwingangel
24
7yellowpie525
21
8xtrojan05x
21
9cratebx25
16
10keepmeinmind
16
11xixananiixix
15
12oomarshmallowoo
15
13pinkabobo
14
14_goldenticket
14
15spotoftea
13
16oh_michelle
13
17dreams_can_wait
13
18untaintedjoy
11
19_anotherday
11
20bobosneighbor
8
21e_x_p_o_8_7
8
22whoa_boo
7
23xbe_herex
7
24___rhapsody
7
25the_turnaround
7
26modern_millie
7
27hogwarts_hunny
6
28yummyshorty
6
29___unnoticed
5
30dramaqt08
5
31mzberfield
5
32_mirrorimages
5
33je_suis_jessika
4
34elbebushko
4
35bloody_tearsz
4
36cancer_lump
3
37lil_roxy_fresh
3
38oncewas_alive
3
39meg_meg226
3
40brdwaybabie403
3
41desyphered
2
42zamar46
2
43_telltaleheart_
2
44a_lovely_nobody
2
45cheergrl4cavs
2
46xx_sitarski_xx
2
470wned_like_wh0a
2
48_thetruthhurts
2
49checkered_sins
1
50t___rex
1
51dreamscometru06
1
52iwasbornthatway
1
53___irresistable
1
54a_days_musings
1
55apologyaccepted
1
56thaonlyprincess
1
57darksarcasm05
1
58crazzy_nikki
1
59gdegrawfan2
1
60banshee99
1
61thump__
1
62rape_the_stars
1
63spritzylicious
1
64coramdeo
1
65red_allure
1
this is for Ananii, cause i know she loves when people do this:
see all those people on the ground
wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
but just for tonight
the top of the world
sitting here wishing
the things I've become
that something is missing
maybe I...
but what do I know
and now it seems that I have found
nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
slow it down, slow it down
without it all
I'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
on my own
on my own
on my own
on my own
on my own
on my own
without it all
I'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
on my own
on my own
on my own
on my own
Sometimes i really get scared.
Scared about my life, my past.
about what i will do-what I wont.
I get scared when I’m angry and I get scared when I’m sad.
Scared when I’m unfit to lead by example, when I’m way off mark.
Scared of the responsibilities i have, scared to let them rule my life.
Scared of being wrong, being stupid, being a bum.
I'm scared of going against my word, of being complacent.
I'm scared i wont succeed or move ahead, of being still and being silent.
I’m really scared of failing-so I don’t try
‘cause that way there’s no chance of failure,.
There’s no chance at letting people down.
I’m scared that I might in fact be real smart, and that perhaps I’ve wasted it.
I’m scared that I don’t know what I’m talking about.
I’m scared of falling short, of not being there for those who need me there.
I’m a bad friend and that scares me.
I’m a horrible listener and that scares me.
I am not good at taking criticism and that scares me.
And I’m not good at looking at my flaws and problems and dealing with them,
So I avoid them like the plague, I hide them away and that really scares me
Because they all come up and out at once.
I’m scared I don’t know anyone as well as I think.
Goodnight.
I'm done.
Argh.
I think Ananii is the only person who can make me angry in a split second, with one comment-with one passing statement. Arggh-She "goads" me, who the heckfire does that?!?!?!?
uggggggggggggggggggggggggh!
Total comments: 810
1classclown
239
2aegator1977
83
3pinkstars606
72
4pinkisforboys
31
5lilprchick2005
25
6scabedwingangel
24
7yellowpie525
21
8xtrojan05x
21
9cratebx25
16
10keepmeinmind
16
11xixananiixix
15
12oomarshmallowoo
15
13pinkabobo
14
14_goldenticket
14
15spotoftea
13
16oh_michelle
13
17dreams_can_wait
13
18untaintedjoy
11
19_anotherday
11
20bobosneighbor
8
21e_x_p_o_8_7
8
22whoa_boo
7
23xbe_herex
7
24___rhapsody
7
25the_turnaround
7
26modern_millie
7
27hogwarts_hunny
6
28yummyshorty
6
29___unnoticed
5
30dramaqt08
5
31mzberfield
5
32_mirrorimages
5
33je_suis_jessika
4
34elbebushko
4
35bloody_tearsz
4
36cancer_lump
3
37lil_roxy_fresh
3
38oncewas_alive
3
39meg_meg226
3
40brdwaybabie403
3
41desyphered
2
42zamar46
2
43_telltaleheart_
2
44a_lovely_nobody
2
45cheergrl4cavs
2
46xx_sitarski_xx
2
470wned_like_wh0a
2
48_thetruthhurts
2
49checkered_sins
1
50t___rex
1
51dreamscometru06
1
52iwasbornthatway
1
53___irresistable
1
54a_days_musings
1
55apologyaccepted
1
56thaonlyprincess
1
57darksarcasm05
1
58crazzy_nikki
1
59gdegrawfan2
1
60banshee99
1
61thump__
1
62rape_the_stars
1
63spritzylicious
1
64coramdeo
1
65red_allure
1
this is for Ananii, cause i know she loves when people do this:
see all those people on the ground
wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
but just for tonight
the top of the world
sitting here wishing
the things I've become
that something is missing
maybe I...
but what do I know
and now it seems that I have found
nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
slow it down, slow it down
without it all
I'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
on my own
on my own
on my own
on my own
on my own
on my own
without it all
I'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
on my own
on my own
on my own
on my own
Sometimes i really get scared.
Scared about my life, my past.
about what i will do-what I wont.
I get scared when I’m angry and I get scared when I’m sad.
Scared when I’m unfit to lead by example, when I’m way off mark.
Scared of the responsibilities i have, scared to let them rule my life.
Scared of being wrong, being stupid, being a bum.
I'm scared of going against my word, of being complacent.
I'm scared i wont succeed or move ahead, of being still and being silent.
I’m really scared of failing-so I don’t try
‘cause that way there’s no chance of failure,.
There’s no chance at letting people down.
I’m scared that I might in fact be real smart, and that perhaps I’ve wasted it.
I’m scared that I don’t know what I’m talking about.
I’m scared of falling short, of not being there for those who need me there.
I’m a bad friend and that scares me.
I’m a horrible listener and that scares me.
I am not good at taking criticism and that scares me.
And I’m not good at looking at my flaws and problems and dealing with them,
So I avoid them like the plague, I hide them away and that really scares me
Because they all come up and out at once.
I’m scared I don’t know anyone as well as I think.
Goodnight.
I'm done.
Argh.
I think Ananii is the only person who can make me angry in a split second, with one comment-with one passing statement. Arggh-She "goads" me, who the heckfire does that?!?!?!?
uggggggggggggggggggggggggh!