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smell the cigarette ( Read more... )

The death of Heath Ledger was sad enough. Anytime such a young life is lost it's enough to give you pause. But this...this really upset me. This upset me to the point of sobs ( Read more... )

Internetz: Teh Nohvelizashun ( Read more... )

There's nothing like being with your family to remind you of all of the various reasons you wish you weren't alive.

I'm taking my first step in the direction of California ( Read more... )

what a selfish thing
what a muted scream
what an unsuccesful fling
what an awful dream
what a guilded screen
what an embarassing scene
what an ideal claim
but a beast untamed
what an unsatisfying pain
but a suffered thing
behind a guilded screen
what an unsatisfying pain.

I can't sleep at night because all I can think of is how wrong my life is right now and all of the decisions I've made over the years that have resulted in this very moment. All of the reasons I am so lonely. And all of the reasons I am so lost. They can all be boiled down to a minuscule second in my past. Had I chosen the opposite what would ( Read more... )

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These are my arms through the bars of the cage ( Read more... )