:: Well hello!!! I thought that tonight I would take a bunch of quizes and You Are Somewhat Honest
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:: It has been sometime since I have posted in here. I think its about time that I make a new update on whats been going on. Let me start where I left off. Remember the whole thing with Ryan? ow I was worried that there was something wrong and that things were going to turn out badly. Well they did, and like all bad things he has faded into the ( Read more... )

:: Well I'm in a somewhat much better mood than I was previously. I was able to get ahold of Ryan today and come to find out (As I was supecting) everything is just fine. He has just been buisy studying for next weeks finals, on top of going to all of these group meetings and working on a research project. So I'm glad to know that my boy is doing ( Read more... )

:: Today I've been feeling pretty crappy, and most of last night I was too. I just feel lonely I guess when I'm home. I dont know, it just gets old being in this godforsaken tiny ass city. Theres just nothing here for me. I mean, I have no friends here anyways accept for like 3 whom I never really get to see. And even when/if we ever get to do ( Read more... )

:: Well now, its been a while since I've spilled myself out in one of these entries. I think it was about time to come back to you though old friend, there is alot that has happend and alot that needs to be said, and only through you can I store my thoughts and emotions that I cant seem to articulate any other way. So where should I begin ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here in ny last class of the day, related. I'm so glad that this day is 15 mins from being over. I just want to go home and do nothing. That and this new guy I've been talking to, Chris, asked me out on a date. So he is comming over shortly after I get out of school so he can take me out to dinner and a movie. Depends though on if I can ( Read more... )

This is the third day of this hands on crap at school, and it's fucking boring. There is nothing to do, and all we do is sit in lab all day and do nothing. I guess the doing nothing part is cool though. Since it gives me time to sleep and read these manga that I havnt had the chance to read since I've bought them. So yeah, now I'm sitting here ( Read more... )

I think I' finally over the whole falling out fight thing I had with "N". I dont really feel so mad about it anymore, and figure that I should just get over it and move on with life. I'm sure there are better peopple out there anyways. Last night I was playing RO and this guy IM'ed me fomr OIC. He just started talking up a storm and we carried on ( Read more... )

Well, its over. He ended it. Apparently he isn't comfortable with the way he is and is ashaed of tha fact that he is gay. He told me that he was unhappy and that he had more important things to worry about other than being in a relationship. I tried to find out more reasons why he was wanting to do this, but I really couldnt get any good reasons ( Read more... )

Well I have been feeling saficiantly shitty since yesterday. "N" said on Tuesday that he was going to ty and come over yesterday if his parents didn't have him doing stuff all day and would let him get out of the house. Well Thursday he told me that he was going to be out all day with his mom doing X-Mas shopping, so he wouldnt be able to come ( Read more... )