recently was asked out on a date. which at first read made me chuckle. i guess i never claimed to be old fashion but i suppose i didn't realize people still actually went out on proper dates. maybe i've missed the bus on that one. i mean dates with celeste go one of two ways. situation a: a night out at 2-3 bars where we blow all our money on booze ( Read more... )

i've been lingering. open relationships are tricky business. i really need to read the ethical slut: a practical guide to polyamory, open relationships & other adventures. i think i'm taking my sexuality to a new level. it's strange to have come out in a place like austin, where i was practically thrown out of the closet and forced to wear my ( Read more... )

i can cut, fill, mask & decorate a cake in less than thirty minutes. with five different colors of buttercream. i would like to put this under the "things i'll never need" list but i have this feeling that i'll be doing a lot of that. a pastry chef who does not care for cake, i am strange i know. where are all the organic wholesale farm to bakeries ( Read more... )

i like french music even though i don't speak french
i enjoy to sculpt cakes into overly animated panda bears
i hang out with radical lesbians and still shop at old navy
i have short hair that secretly wishes to be long hair

oh some evil spirit ( Read more... )

my hair is starting to grow out a bit and is less tamed but more "samantha". i gained a couple pounds back from the break up. it was so nice to be 40 lbs lighter, but even though i've added about 10 lbs on.. i still feel healthy and am generally happy with my body. also i make a point to surround myself with body positive people, which i'm sure ( Read more... )

it's so nice outside. so nice that it's actually making my pms more manageable? is that possible? i would really like to take advantage of these days and go camping or something. celeste & i have been going out exclusively lately, and having a really great time. maybe we could go camping just the two of us. usually we surround ourselves with a ( Read more... )

and when i said i wasn't sure if i was ready to dive back into the austin gay scene i totally meant hey lets hang out again this weekend, and how about next weekend as well? needless to say i ended up going to tranarchy at the independent and had a night full of mustaches, titties in the streets (and my hands), horribly cheap liquor mixed with kool ( Read more... )

went to a lesbian party in austin and of course ran into some old roommates. radical, intense, artsy, exceptionally hairy dykes. what a world. it made me feel like i was nineteen again. except less absorption and more keen observation. it's weird, we're all different, but still have the same demeanor. not sure if i want to throw myself back into ( Read more... )

back to school. not much to else to say on that topic. - i go, it's still there ( Read more... )