it may be true that i've received some free time ( Read more... )

it's easier to dream of fleeting moments ( Read more... )

i have been sick for months
sick physically & sick of certain instances
two incredibly crappy types of sickness
that really have no business
sticking together

i hope it's mono
so i can sleep for weeks

i hope it passes
so i can have my life back

sometimes life throws you a bone ( Read more... )

leave it to celeste to create worlds most awkward situations ( Read more... )

my body is sunburnt, so is my soul
can't pin point what makes me happy
because i'm confused on what that really feels like
comfort, content, creative, callous, courteous, cowards

i really miss my family
i could cut an entire bag of onions
to excuse all the crying i've done lately

between plating fine dining desserts
and cutting sorbet recipes by eight
something something

it's no secret i'm a better starter
than a finisher

the thing about swuusi is
you're really praying for the end of summer to begin
i'm ready.

went to california, got fed every time i was hungry ( Read more... )

strange, i almost feel abandoned
obviously not held against my will
but alone in a new sense
with a different sense of freedom
a temporarily displaced motherless child

double standards
& it's always no ones fault
i've been thinking a lot lately
about if i am returned the favor