sometimes we don't know what we want
maybe in this next life

can a couple be considered a home wrecking team? possibly ( Read more... )

i learned a lot in the million degree "mildy" hot kitchen. lets just say i get to do the things i would like to this summer, instead of throwing my already planned fun on the back burner. i also learned a thing or two about what's most important, and how you learn lessons that are bigger than immediate reality. this just makes my life thrive more, ( Read more... )

started my first official (paid) day at work. i made molasses cookies by scratch and made an entire list of things i need to know. then proceeded to lose that list on my way home. go figure. i actually attempted to recreate my lost notes and pretty much pulled things out like.. the vegan cupcakes sit next to the coconut ones, the order in which i ( Read more... )

morning insomnia is about as interesting as seven am in general ( Read more... )

i find it incredibly amusing - the precautions we are forced to take, to prevent the most obvious awkwardness. even if you owned the entire situation in a previous instance, you're still forced to let down your barriers and hold out your hands to the strangers ( Read more... )

so two rounds of interviews at the steeping room. the second one was stage, and i had to actually go in for about three hours and work with the main pastry chef. a very pretty dyke whom i couldn't stop smiling at. and on that note it didn't take me more than two minutes to realize 80% of the women that worked there were lesbians as well. and ( Read more... )

so many important conversations have gone about this past week. i feel like i'm living this new life and things are actually happening, instead of waiting for anything to happen. and it's great to be surrounded by people who believe in my dreams, and essentially take part in them as well ( Read more... )

dear steeping room: please hire me. i'll neatly bake all your little scones, tea cakes and cup cakes. and even though fruit coulis isn't my specialty, i'll slowly heat it over the stove with love. thanks - samantha

been browsing through photos of beautifully quirky naked girls ( Read more... )