You know how I know that it's my birthday today? Mocha mint iced coffee at wawa, thats how. =- ) YAY

i had this dream where alan broke up w/ me w/ a kite. there was this kite and it said "i'm a kite now we can't be together, cuz i'm a kite" but it was a voice recording so i went inside crying or whatever, and i look outside and alans sneaking the kite down, so i run outside all like "YOU"RE NOT A KITE!" and he says "no, this hot girl gretchun ( Read more... )

I just got super excited and decided to post about it! I found a replacement launch. MTV has this thing overdrive where you can make a playlist of all their music videos they have, i actaully like it better then launch, because i can make a specific playlist and it works. mainly it works, which is better then launch. It also serves as a way for me ( Read more... )

so, i had a really awesome weekend. Friday I went home w/ alan, he got a new job = ) with normal 8-5 hours (as opposed to 4am-1pm before) and we rented a movie (skawshank redemption, highly reccommended.) and then he drove me home, he slept over due to lack of sleep. The next day we celebrated our 'pseudo valentines day' since we aren't going to ( Read more... )

For absolutley no reason, I'm a fucking psycho, and by no means, do i deserve a boyfriend.

my paranoia and inability to trust is going to kill me one way or another.

One of my guiltiest pleasures is coming to town this weekend- Yellowcard at the TLA. i probably won't go. I'll probably do something rediculously dull like...drive around for hours or some crazy silly shit. I don't think ANYONE else i know likes them. ESP not alan, since he hates the free f*cking world. It's like my rush dilemma, why do i love such ( Read more... )

apparently i'm not updating enough...lol...thanks for that memo. i can't believe i haven't updated since before christmas...uh...hmm...well i dunno. more drama then i wanted in the break, but I've made my own indifference so whatever, not worth the stress. the breaks been mostly games, movies, hanging out, rediculous amounts of talking lol, not ( Read more... )

And I almost forgot why i wanted to go back to school last summer...Learning the art of Friendship Politics. No one wants to mature and confrontation at the same time. Lieing like pricks is clearly the better way out. 2 of my friends have black listed me, for reasons i have no idea of, one of them being the most 2 faced person i've ever heard of. ( Read more... )

ahhh stress... this weekend...is gonna be littered w/ it. my dad's in the hospital, he had heart surgery and I feel so guilty for my mom sleeping in that house by herself.i wanna go home so bad. i'm terribly afraid a few people are gonna get pissed off at me when they realize i'm not gonna have as much time during the holiday weekend as i had hoped ( Read more... )

so there's been a somewhat enlightening period in my world lately, although i'm surelimited amounts of u really care. sooooo .... this weekend should be fun, alans spendingthe weekend up here (hopefully) and laur and kell 'll be up sunday hopefully. if all goes well that'll be fun. i actaully did get alot of my christmas shopping done-although a ( Read more... )