this has to be a joke.

I always have to re-discover how I want to live.

life can get stale easily. then it just seems to get fresh again and everything breaths again.
not sure why it goes through this constant back and forth exchange.

Ok, well I have been failing to write anything lately. Its the new overtly logical approach to everything I've been taking. It unfortunately seems to really steal the mystique out of living. I am not stating this in the form of a complaint and I would seek to dismiss any claims that I am upset at this ( Read more... )

i am unsure what to write this morning.
I have felt a self pride in existing that I have never allowed myself to experience before today.
I plan to ride 25+ miles n my bike tomorrow.
this is having fun.
doing what I want.

So I didn't move to europe. I didn't go to Cincinnati. I moved back to Canton. I am not enrolled in a specific college right now, but will be by spring ( Read more... )

I haven't been keeping a journal or writing for quite a while. Im preparing to switch schools. I was initially going to attend University of Cincinnati for Industrial Design. I am now however also considering going to London with Mike now. Basically I really have no idea what to do, so I am emailing people at all of the different universities in ( Read more... )

taking life seriously, was more than an inside joke.
it grew to be a philosophy, or mabey more of a constantly applied social commentary and satire.

strangest night ( Read more... )

my neighbors across the street.
the television is on.
she is awake and wants to fuck,
but he just sleeps.

late this evening, coming down from my elated sense of awareness ( Read more... )