"android hell is a real place and it is were you will be sent at the first sign of deviance"

-half life 2 portal

my life is changing quickly. ive been out alot latley. making new friends and having quite the time. Ive been showing up to work on time every day and doing quite well. I have received only one grade in school so far that was not 100% and that was a 10 pt quiz that im going to overwrite by doing a plethora of extra credit (which will consist of ( Read more... )

in my experience that only way anything good happens to you is if you allow things in life to progress and de-gress naturally. meaning that one should only attempt to alter those slight variables that are within their total control and that all other things should be left up to other souls to decide. therefore allowing the individual to escape both ( Read more... )

Lives ( Read more... )

its been quite a weekend ( Read more... )

Its happening again im almost sure of it. You may just disappear and think that I won't notice. But I will just as I did before. But next time I wont let you back inside. This is the last try. This is the last time. Which is something I hope you fully understand.

so i decided tonight that a social life is more than worth sacrificing for success in college. i really would rather be working towards my goals than focusing on different friends and people (however interesting they may be) since for one i dont even know what i want to do outside of language studies ( Read more... )

its not a really a stretch of the imagination to think that we all like the ideas of other people much more than the people themselves ( Read more... )

lots of random thoughts from my 20th birthday.

im glad to be 20
im glad im in college.

i havent a clue what any of this is lead up to.

im glad for that.

its been different lately. remembering to hope and make decisions ( Read more... )