sometimes I miss the catharsis of Livejournal.

This quarter is an exercise in testing the limits of the phrase "doing the best I can"

I feel like I'm at a breaking point.

I haven't had an attack of insecurity this bad all summer.... (as evidenced by my lack of posting, I guess). I suddenly feel completely inadequate and I only vaguely understand why ( Read more... )

When I get done this week I'm gonna be better at being a real person ( Read more... )

I am, at this point, almost more upset at the fact that I can't find the damn sudafed than I am at the fact that I am Dying of the Plaguewhere the fuck is the sudafed? I just want to go to sleep! (which I can't do if I have to get up ever five minutes to cough up a piece of lung tissue, blow my nose, or sneeze violently ( Read more... )

I haven't had a Stars binge in a long time. feels good!

it's been a pretty rough few weeks. I'm trying to keep my cool through all this stress and then it will be summer.

I really can't wait for summer.

I feel tired. defeated. unambitious ( Read more... )

I feel pretty lonely. I know it's stupid, but it really kind of sucks.

Being sick all week has not really made that any better.

Something is seriously seriously wrong ( Read more... )

There's clearly something wrong with me. I keep getting confused, I can't seem to get myself to go to bed at a reasonable hour, I've felt like crying since about 10:15 this morning. I get overwhelmingly frustrated with certain friends to the point where I dread it when they approach me ( Read more... )