For the first time since high school, I feel like using this lj for expressing how I feel to no one in particular, and yet everyone at the same time. Forgive me. It will be this way for awhile.

I have always been a bit cryptic with my writing (when I am not flat out ranting), and after certain events some years back, I stopped going into great ( Read more... )

What I hate the most about the current situation is this: I am sitting here, like any other night, yet nothing that I expect to happen does.

There is no turn of a page, no occasional sigh, no "Hi Norman!", no sounds. And I look up, expecting to see him, and no one is here. For the first time in a good, long while, I feel alone. My heart feels like ( Read more... )

I am cram-a-jamming all the info I can in my head and chugging along in my Pharm Tech course. 2 mods have been finished today!
However, I am now in the third module.

Medical Terminology.

10 page chapter, 7 lecture slides. Same content, different presentation, awesome. Just 1 part of this 7 part module.

Of this content, 8 of those pages and all 7 slides ( Read more... )

• Today it snowed. I was on Fairfax County Parkway in Herndon. And it SNOWED.
• I am unsure about my living situation over the next few months and this is stressing me out. It is out of my hands, and I have time to freak. When I *have* to move IMMEDIATELY and I am in control, I am golden. But now, I am just a teensy bit pressurized.
• John got a Wii and I ( Read more... )

The best nights end with cold fried chicken, Paper Mario, and kitty belly rubs.

 I don't know that I have ever been so unexcited about what is going on.

I am THRILLED that I am going to London, but, in typical Hilary fashion, I am not yet packed and have a list of things to do a mile long.
And, also in typical Hilary fashion, I am letting that get me down.

Luckily, there are 2 options (because, again, typical Hilary has plans and ( Read more... )

It hasn't quite sunk in yet.
I don't even have to proper paperwork yet (though I have been promised it by the proper authorities).

But

I AM GOING TO LONDON DURING SPRING BREAK

and I am basically thrilled out of my mind.

That is all.

 As some of you know I tend to either have no reaction to medication at all, or I get the funniest in-your-face reactions ever.
So, for my own sake, really, I will compile a list here of the medications I have used for asthma, allergies, and other such things that make me go wonky-berzerks or that don't have any effect (at all) on me.

• Allegra: Just ( Read more... )

 I am helping John make rolls for Turkey-Day dinner with my family today. I am in charge of  brushing the rolls/dough with molten butter to give them that awesomeness that only butter can give.

And he dubbed me his butter barronness!

...and then I was suddenly his "butter barronista"

....

Me: No I can't be that! because then soon I'll just be a butter ( Read more... )

So basically, I am poor. I have a good job and will be getting more hours ASAP and that is all well and good. I am just very, very bad at managing money.

And I am so thankful to have John to help remind me of some things every now and again, like how cheap food is maybe actually good food (ie eating on campus vs. eating out). And how maybe i should ( Read more... )