I want to hang out, I know I say that but I really do. I need to hang out more often with people.

I have to present tomorrow in English.. fun fun! Not. I have to rehearse again but my presentation is 10 mins long, which is good cause that is the maximum. I'm so tired I'm at the point where I can't sleep. I hate that. I'll attempt to sleep so I don't look totally like crap tomorrow. Time to stop bitching, but that's what these journals are for ( Read more... )

Well, I've gotten everything done now that I need to get done for my project, thank god all I have to do is put it on poster board. I think I'm going to take a nap. I hope it's ok that I took a pic of my non-stimulant medication. Oh well. I need a nap. Sleep is your friend.

Well, today was interesting. My teacher decided to not show up in homeroom today, so we just did attendence ourselves. Then in English I asked krav about what I could do for my visual, and she started giving me an attitude! She was like, well, you have had weeks...and blah blah blah and all this shit and I just gave her an attitude right back cause ( Read more... )

Panicking!! I need to talk to krav about my visual.. as I might not have one. I have the whole darn speech but it's a little difficult to create a visual for Attention Deficit Disorder. AHHHH!! And Krav's been a bitchy lately and I don't know what to do, I'm going crazy. Some body please make a suggestion about what I can do for my project. Please ( Read more... )

I hate this hot weather. It drives me nuts. I got my graduation announcements today and mom will be wanting to send them out to everyone she knows, I just hope we have enough. I'm scared and happy about graduation. I just hope I won't make an ass out of myself. I'm thinking of having a small graduation party with a select few of friends and family ( Read more... )

I feel better now after my rant. I'm watching harry potter and the sorcerer's stone. It's also starting to thunder and lightening. I like thunderstorms. When it just rains it makes me feel crappy. We finally got cable in our rooms, I know, I've been deprived. My mom really liked the gift and cards. My dogs are going mad with all the thunder. My mom ( Read more... )

My dad's a reall prick, did I mention that before? I hate my father sometimes, he drives me crazy!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! He never leaves me alone and acts like a complete jerk to me when I did nothing to deserve it. I should piss him off on purpose, but then again that really wouldn't accomplish anything. He is on his high horse and acts ( Read more... )

We visited my grandmom today in her nursing home for mothers day. I always get sad when I visit her, cause I wish that she was a normal grandmother like she used to be when I was little. She's had parkinsons for about 20yrs or so,and now has dementia which makes her memory not the best. She remembers us and all, but her memory is just screwed up. I ( Read more... )

I feel guilty about not going to the senior prom with shawn, but it would be impossible for us to go any way. I'm tapped out right now, and he works. It sucks that we can't see eachother as much because of his schedule and my schedule. Maybe I can get the boy to hang out during the week. This is a complicated relationship like any other one, I just ( Read more... )