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i was just shocked..and i shouldnt b..
so i decided to b ur friend..and we were hanging out as a friend.. well so i did a favor for u..and u were dropping me off. it was ur way of letting me know u have someone else... i shouldnt let it get to me.. i moved on..and didnt even tell u.....but u rnt the one who was being mislead and made felt as if we had a chance.. all alone i was just a ( Read more... ) -
if things were just soo simple...
i didnt think it would b easy to let u go.. c u as a friend.. and i have.. im listening to u on the phone..and i dont no how to say this..but.. ur just a friend to me.. even when were laughing about the stupidest things.. the same stupid things that we use to back when it was what it was ( Read more... ) -
a surpise and feelings i have let go.. that haunt me..
i didnt think it would b easy to let u go.. c u as a friend.. and i have.. im listening to u on the phone..and i dont no how to say this..but.. ur just a friend to me.. even when were laughing about the stupidest things.. the same stupid things that we use to back when it was what it was ( Read more... ) -
I wasn't sure how this was or if ever gonna happen
The words that I've wanted to hear soo bad...for the past since u came bak in nov...I always had something for u....for the past 2 years.....but I kept it inside till in nov...and u finally was around....and made promises...and partially act on things......u left and returned...and u were diff....more distant than b4.....and now that I learned to ( Read more... ) -
4/18 and a night of cards
So u asked me and we made it official.... Its what I have been wanting....u asked if I thought it was to soon...in all reality...I don't think it can ever b to soon when u have that feeling deep inside....I don't think its too soon.... Sounds funny but I have my family dogs..and friends....its my rock...my someone I can turn to for affection... ( Read more... ) -
tacos 5 joints pinocio the chauffeur
A mini afternon journey to c u...another great moment with my buddies ....yes indeed there were 5 j's ....and yes btown does have HUMPs...haha ( Read more... ) -
fergie loves mayjane!!
Well mayjanes' shoes haha... Cruis'n the streets of mcallen jammin to fergie mel and I realized she loves maryjanes' shoes...haha ( Read more... ) -
who would have thought
So this passed weekend was something diff..... I have so much love for u...I have so much respect...but I'm not gonna allow myself to feel bad cuz I can't b someones friend any longer.... I honestly am speechless as to how to tell u..... I can't even imagine the words to use to express to u how this is making me feel....I wish it was or is as easy ( Read more... ) -
alots changed
--So much has happend since my last posting...I fel in love with someone else..and the love was always inheld and never released....until this passed nov... It all became reality....and I was in love.....until recently I really don't no or to say realized how bad I need that company of more than a friend..... So much needs to b explained....but ( Read more... ) -
at times..
at times i just wanna shut everything and everyone out...not that its a good or bad thing...just to have time to think...and not worry about anything...i use to do that with my addiction...but im passed that..no it just seems that im on a journey....a journey to find luv...and no more worries...i dont want the worries im usually filled with....im ( Read more... )