I am starting to find it unsettling that the only way I have been getting myself to fall asleep the past few weeks was by imagining a chimeric centaur ravaging a countryside looking for blood and flesh to eat. Once just imagining this stopped working, I tried to just think of other things. That did not work, so I had to start considering that it ( Read more... )

I Am A: Chaotic Evil Human Fighter/Ranger (2nd/1st Level)

Ability Scores:

Strength-14

Dexterity-16

Constitution-15

Intelligence-17

Wisdom-17

Charisma-16

Alignment:
Chaotic Evil A chaotic evil character does whatever his greed, hatred, and lust for destruction drive him to do. He is hot-tempered, vicious, arbitrarily violent, and unpredictable. If he ( Read more... )

Sometimes I find myself awake early in the morning and nowhere near tired even though I haven't slept in a while. I don't know why I see it as such, but I feel like it is a slight push from some higher power to do something that I didn't do. I then think that such things are nonsensical since I barely believe in a purpose outside of what we decide ( Read more... )

Maybe I will start writing more again...maybe. Maybe I'll do what a friend does. Dedicate at least five minutes every night to writing something...maybe.

Not feeling very committal at the moment.

Well, I am going along with a little less sleep than usual. I don't know exactly how that is working out, but the first time I woke up today was after one of my recurring nightmares. First dream in quite some time, and it has to be one of the recurring ones. An atrocity upon my mental state. I am fairly certain I never outlined this one in the ( Read more... )

I want to realize brotherhood or identity not merely with the beings called human, but I want to realize identity with all life, even with such things as crawl upon earth. -Mohandas K. Gandhi

A sentiment I expressed in my previous entry, Gandhi said over half a century ago. I find it kind of funny, yet kind of sad, that this global society goes on ( Read more... )

First and by far the quickest thing, I just spent the last half an hour on Vehix.com looking at Subarus. Not because I am dissatisfied with my Subaru, but because I feel that I ought to upgrade my car to something more recent. I am driving a 1995 Subaru Impreza and I just figured that I ought to get a car that was made between 2001 and 2005. ( Read more... )

As a note, since I haven't posted in a while and in that while, I have developed a lot of my ideas of the world. My feelings on semantics, ontologies, and other such things have changed plenty. My grammar and sentence structure usages have not changed greatly though, so there is something that people can count on. I am not going to say that I have ( Read more... )

This is my attempt to post more often. I have a problem with posting without any substance, but a wise Pokemon brought up the point that a substance conversation can still be fulfilling. Whether that means that it gains substance or that substance and meaningfulness are not interchangeable is a question up for debate ( Read more... )

I've been noticing the last few days that I have been acting much more cautiously than I have in a very long time. I don't particular see any reason why though. Maybe it is the over abundance of police officers I have been seeing over the past few days. I haven't done anything particularly wrong in quite some time. So why am I doing things like ( Read more... )