If anyone cares to see me, I'll be flying into TF Green on november 18th and departing once again for an indeterminable amount of time on the 26th. I've only got a week, I want to make it count for something. I need to consort with some old boneheads in tons of general douche-baggery and utter chaos. It is no longer a secret. 505-507-0918

What more could a boy ask for on a day in January other than it be 60 degrees today, and I'm leaving to see Strung Out in a few minutes.

I'm 2000 miles away from the thing I want most, and the one thing I know I cannot have. Would it make any difference if it were 200 miles, or 20? All I know is that I haven't stopped thinking about it for a year now. Plagued in sleep and waking dreams, anything to move on. What keeps you up at night?

"Be careful..." I'm almost convinced I would have been fine had I not heard those words uttered from Tanya's mouth. What started out as a trip to go see Greenthroat at a free show turned into a total disaster. Driving down what may have been 3rd street in Albuquerque New Mexico, I knew I was already in for an interesting night. I drove into ( Read more... )

a short time of finding happiness scatterd amongst the time that i've been without. i feel whole with the emptiness, almost to the point where i'm okay with it. my only redeeming quality is that no one has ever had to cry themself to sleep over me, to the best of my knowledge, and that fact i am content with. don't worry, i'm not on some sort of ( Read more... )

I miss alot of things. I feel so distant. If I walked up to the person I was in 2003, I might not recognize him. I miss the warm summer nights out of our minds driving around listening to music down the roads I knew. I miss "THE Rock," maybe not even that so much as the walk down the tracks to get there. The playlist is on random, and it's ( Read more... )

I am a dynamic figure, often seen scaling walls and crushing ice with my bare hands. I have been known to remodel train stations on my lunch breaks, making them more efficient in the area of heat retention. I translate ethnic slurs for Cuban refugees. I write award-winning operas, I manage time efficiently. Occasionally, I tread water for three ( Read more... )

sometimes a 2 hour difference makes all the difference in the world between 2 and 4 am.

I'm not sure even if i know what the fuck i'm writing about. someone borrowed something from me and they're gone. scottie is passed out on the couch, gone. Steph's not here to be the last one alive with me tonight and I'm gone. I miss "her" (not steph) and she'll never know she's gone. When will I stop thinking about her? When is it ever going ( Read more... )

To commemorate the success of "The End Of Heartache" and the band's addition to the main stage on the inaugural Taste of Chaos Tour with THE USED and MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, Roadrunner is releasing The End of Heartache Special Edition. This expanded edition will include a second disc of rare and live tracks, the music videos for "Rose of Sharyn" and " ( Read more... )