bored. i have a new favorite song. maynards dick. disgusting title. but its a good song. nothing about the titles in the song except randomly mentioning the words 'maynard's dick' lol. but im leaving now. g'day.

god fucking dammit just kill me. RIGHT NOW. IM FUCKING READY TO DIE! do it you fucking pussy! murder me!

hmmm....sure does feel good to have my license. lisa n allison know what im talking about! =)

nothing much has been going on lately. been kinda boring. my birthday was fantastic though. i enjoyed myself. i went out with chelsea cavi deanna allison and jessi. it was nice. i got a call from caitlin. she couldnt make it. she had work so. and lisa ( Read more... )

this will be my last entry for a while..im sick you guys. very sick. ive finally found enough energy to get up and get around, struggling with pain in every inch of my body ( Read more... )

theres nothing left to say to you. i give up.

im scared i jump to conclusions. im scared i deny that nothing happened. something had to have happened...

funny how you have to be near her...or maybe you want to...

im scared im gonna cry before the nights over. scared because it'll be for no particular reason. i hate myself when it happens.

the ( Read more... )

good day i guess. chilled with taylor. i wont go into detail.

almost 11 more days. i wonder what it will be like...when i'll be leaving you behind.

i feel like destroying something -- or someone beautiful.

i need a punching bag for my birthday. that sounds like a good plan.

benz is going to shop in the next two days for a/c, rims, interior repair, ( Read more... )

im sorry i hurt you. maybe you can accept my apology. maybe you cant. either way, i'll understand. i'll never forgive myself for this. it's my fault we're no longer who we were...

friends. what a lonely word when it comes to my life. why, must you ask? i have friends. i do. but im never with any of them. but that will soon change. and i can bet my ( Read more... )

well, it was a good day. its been pretty chil these past couple of days. lets recap.

FRIDAY--didnt chill with t-herb. she found other plans. but shes apologized, so i'm not even worried about it. i stayed at the house that night. rented some movies. it was straight i guess.

SATURDAY--taylor came home so i got up early, got ready, and he picked me ( Read more... )

another boring day. but it wont be boring the entire day. im chillin with my T-Herb later on tonight! horray! ive missed her! shes finally getting off work tonight around 5 and we'll prolly end up going to the movies and then shes gonna stay tha night. im so excited!

taylors still at the beach. turns out hes staying til tomorrow. how nice. it was ( Read more... )

hmm...been a while. havent had much to update about. been kind of slow lately.

theres nothing to say. nothing exciting has gone on in my life. i believe its because i dont have anyone. well, taylor, yeah. but no one else really. tha only two people ive chilled with and have even made an attempt to chill with me are allison and chelsea...not ( Read more... )