and it all goes downhill from here...

at the end of the world, or the last thing i see. you are never coming home...

sometimes dying seems like such a pleasure. hmm...maybe cuz i wouldnt be in anymore pain. i wonder who ever woulda thought of that.

^^hmmm...i love romantically painful songs...

i havent heard from you for an eternity and now all of ( Read more... )

what a great day. hmm...not really. no one to chill with. everyones busy. lisas got partying to attend to. caitlin is busy with family. allison jus sits around and does not one god damn thing. taylors got work. i even tried calling jessi. but maybe she got a new number, fuck if i know. erikas going to some gay pool with people. hmmm....looks like i ( Read more... )

she dies, she dies....

hmmm...i guess it was an eventful day. i spent my day with taylor, and that was the best part. we went to the movies, and then i went back to his house. it was nice. we watched choices II and cuddled. but, reluctantly, i did nothing else. im starting to get boring, i'm not making him happy. i wish i knew how i fucked ( Read more... )

been a while since ive updated...oh well. not much has been going on. been bored. im over allisons house right now. stayed tha night last night. and im staying another night. it'll be word. we went to a friends house last night... couple of people were there. it was pretty chill...its not gonna get any more detailed than that tho...cuz thas it lol.
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well, hello everyone. its been a while since ive updated. oh well, who gives a fuck. anyway.

well, its been pretty chill i guess. been hanging in there. nothing really to say about that shit.

tomorrows tha last day of school, and only 33 more days til this bitch is gettin her license. y'all niggaz know what that means! taylor, lisa, allison..we'll ( Read more... )

hello all. interesting weekend, i must say. had a few major bumps, but the weekend is ending with smooth uneasiness.

friday i went to tha movies with taylor. we saw House of Wax. that was interesting. then yesterday i went to jam fest. it was pretty chill. went with taylor and allison and two of allisons friends. they were chill but one of em wasnt ( Read more... )

chill day. everything was good til after school tho.

im sorry i anger you. i didnt mean to do it. jus dont be mad at me. please?

im really glad it was back to tha way it used to be. i guess all i hadda do was make a move. jus know i love you, and i mean it.

im going to virginia beach with erika this weekend. we're leaving saturday morning and ( Read more... )

slow day. still tired. whatever.

got yearbooks today. i dont look too bad. thats good. i looked like shit last year. anyway.

you obviously dont realize what youre doing. i guess i can give you a little more time. if you dont know soon, im afraid i can do nothing else but remember what i had.

nothing really to say. and for once, i am at a loss of ( Read more... )

so. got home this morning. about 12. im not gonna talk about kansas. dont want to. it was chill, yet depressing. thats all really.

it seems that with a new boyfriend comes new friends. youre slipping away my friend. come on back...

it also seems that nobody is ever sober anymore. hmm...

everyones moving.

friends are become more and more scarce.

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today was a good, yet bad day.

i was in a good mood. nothing was bad with anybody. tried to keep a smile on my face. but i think i kinda slowed down up there. i mean, i ran into a fucking bathroom stall. WOW. im smooth. other than that shit, it was good.

yesterday i went to tha mall with taylor. not tha best day to go to tha mall. there were WAY ( Read more... )