it's raining today! I woke up to the sound of rain and have been happy about it. but I don't wanna work, I just wanna enjoy the rain. I know it's gonna keep us busy though ( Read more... )

I have not been here in a while.

and now that we have internet in this place we call "ours" maybe I should. or could. or will. hrm. maybe not. I never get much time anymore.

it would be so easier to  bitch about life here.... cuz "they" don't have a livejournal account. but it seems they have myspace and facebook. and I'm not even sure what this ( Read more... )

reflecting on my move to NC:

Like it or not, it's time to leave the past behind -- the familiar structure, belief systems, comforts and defenses -- and venture into the unknown. Use your wits and survival skills to find or create a healthier, more integrated situation. This may mean physical relocation or simply surrendering a comforting, familiar, ( Read more... )

Pisces
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although it may be silly, I took my state test today. I won't even be able to use it if I do pass.

and I feel that I will pass. but I won't have the results for 2 weeks(at least)... being the holidays (and who knows if the grading system people has had any layoff's) I'll be lucky if I get them within a week; which people have said happens.

I feel ( Read more... )

so, it's only been a few days of me announcing I'm moving on with my life and mostly everyone seems to think its a stupid idea. that i'll be back in 6 months or so. that i'll have a harder time finding a job out there...that all the jobs are here in california. that i wont like the weather(which may be true). that i'll be so home  sick w/ no family ( Read more... )

I have been talking (for almost 2 years now) of moving out of state. Getting out of California and getting my life going. Sitting here, I'm not getting any younger. And while some may think I'm crazy, I want to experience things in my life that others would run from...even if it means living in crappy weather.

My best friend (since the 5th grade ( Read more... )

Your Sensitivity Score: 65%


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going to my dad's this weekend... He asked to use my truck to haul wood for a patio covering. he wants to go shopping for a bed too now. (i dont think I want a truck anymore.)  my sister had a good idea and give him my futon...which is one less thing I would have to move across country. and one less thing in storage.

Bryan is in Wisconsin since ( Read more... )

Daily Lesson:
Proceed swiftly toward the completion of your mission. The Ten of Wands in this position tells you not to rest until you have fulfilled your mission. Lacking time or leisure to proceed at a comfortable pace, you must hasten with energetic activity at this critical juncture or you risk failure.

this tells me to keep up with school. for ( Read more... )