Okay... So this is my last entry on this one b/c i am going to delete it. It has nothing but old drama which i do not wish to remember. I am done with all of this. My new LJ username is livelifesimply7. I will post my first entry soon and if you wish to be added as a friend, comment or you will not be and it will be a friends only journal. Thanks.*

Okay so since then a LOT of things have happened. About two weeks ago i went job hunting and Ben called and told me to come up to the Veggie Patch (where he works) cuz Laura (the owner) was looking to hire someone. I get there and wait a little while cuz shes on the phone and then she comes up to me, asks me my name and then says "okay when do you ( Read more... )

Ohhhhhhhhh my gosh. Right now, life is just hitting me in the face. I am SO sick of EVERYTHING. Im sick of drama, im sick of relationships and most of all, im SICK OF BEING CONFUSED all the damn time. WHY cant i know what i want? WHY cant i know what i need to do and not do? Why do i always act immediately on how i feel instead of saying "no Amanda ( Read more... )

This is just going to be a brief update b/c i am tired and i need to go back to Tiff & Lisas house ( Read more... )

So tomorrow is me and Lisas one month. I know thats not long at all im just happy b/c she makes me so completely absolutely positively the happiest person ever!! Whenever im with her, talking to her, texting her, or just thinking about her i have the biggest smile on my face! I really wish i had the money so i could just move in now but i dont. I ( Read more... )

So the past few weeks were nothing but pure bliss. I loved EVERY minute of EVERY day. I feel like the most amazing person whenever im around her. She makes me smile so much i swear my face is going to fall off!! haha i dunno shes just GREAT. Just thinking about her brings a smile to my face. Im not going to say forever anymore though b/c thats what ( Read more... )

Without your love i am so lost and confused ( Read more... )

Okay so a LOT of crap has happened b/t Tony and me. I am not going to get into it b/c theres too much to explain but if you know me personally and talk to me enough, you already know whats going on. Obviously were not together anymore and we havent been for about a week or so now. I am however, dating someone else. This person is a really down to ( Read more... )

Okay, forget what i said about being single. The day after Tony and I broke up, we got back together. Thats what happened the first time too so its basically like we didnt even break up. Also, forget what i said about nobody has making me feel as happy and in love as i had once before..ive found that now. Ive found that special connection i was ( Read more... )

Okay so i made up my mind. 'Preciate the advice by the way.. very helpful.. (do u sense the sarcasim)? ha. Anyways, Tony and i broke up. I dont want to be with anyone else either. I always get into relationships hoping they will last, not realizing that i am not ready for a long-term relationship. I wish i could be happy with someone and want to ( Read more... )