Comments | cntrygirl4life: Why do i have to be so stressed out..

cntrygirl4life

Why do i have to be so stressed out..

Apr 27, 2006 01:26

Ohhhhhhhhh my gosh. Right now, life is just hitting me in the face. I am SO sick of EVERYTHING. Im sick of drama, im sick of relationships and most of all, im SICK OF BEING CONFUSED all the damn time. WHY cant i know what i want? WHY cant i know what i need to do and not do? Why do i always act immediately on how i feel instead of saying "no Amanda ( Read more... )

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Some Advice? anonymous April 27 2006, 10:04:40 UTC

I'm just a random passerby, but I thought I'd give you a little advice if you really want it ( ... )

Re: Some Advice? cntrygirl4life April 27 2006, 13:36:47 UTC

Thanks. I really appreciate the advice. Youre right. I really dont need to be worried about a girlfriend or a boyfriend right now when I have WAY more important things to be thinking about like a job and a car. Those two things are the things that will help me the most right about now. Bringing someone into my life in a romantic sense will only put more stress on me and make things harder to deal with. Also it will be bringing them into something that they really dont need to be dealing with, which is me being emotional. Again, thanks. I really do appreciate you taking the time to give me some advice. Now, theres only one question... Who is this?? haha

~♥~Amanda~

Re: Some Advice? anonymous April 27 2006, 16:42:51 UTC

I'm actually a friend of Justins...I saw your myspace a long time ago, and then a link to your journal...hope I don't sound like a stalker!! If you want to see my myspace you can find it at www.myspace.com/kisses_of_eve and my journal, is at www.xanga.com/The_Mystic_Dreamer

I really hope things work out for you!

Re: Some Advice? cntrygirl4life April 30 2006, 17:19:58 UTC

Ohh okay. Thanks. Thats really sweet of you to stop by and give someone you dont know really good advice. I greatly appreciate it!! :D You seem like a very sweet, genuine girl. :)

♥ Amanda

hey lazybeanbag May 3 2006, 06:10:52 UTC

hi. sorry to read that you are having such a rough time. it seems like a lot of people are going through a rough time lately. i am praying for you. if you need anything or just wanna talk, you can call me anytime. i love you very much. :-)

Re: hey cntrygirl4life May 7 2006, 15:25:31 UTC

Aww!! haha thanks girl!! :) Thats really sweet and nice to know that. :) I love you very much too!! ♥

later girl

Don't stress out anonymous May 3 2006, 18:54:54 UTC

You haven't updated your journal so that could mean you're still just as stressed - or things are going so much better you don't feel the need to right. I hope it's the last one instead of the first one. Sounds like you need to back up and rediscover who you are and then decide what you really want to do and then go for it! Don't base who you are on everyone else's idea of who you are. Find out for yourself and be yourself and then the right person will 'click' with you and when you find your soulmate you'll know it. Coming from a person who's way past 22 - been there and had to find these things out for herself the hard way of course. You have to be comfortable in your own skin before you can really give of yourself to others without draining yourself - and before you can be objective enough to realize that it takes time to know if someone you're talking to is someone really worth your time and effort - don't rush - you have a lifetime to discover - conquer - and live joyously in - and if the rapture happens in the middle - it ( ... )

Re: Don't stress out cntrygirl4life May 7 2006, 15:48:23 UTC

I dont know who this is.. i have a pretty good idea but im just going to agree with you. Everything you said is true and i know this. I know that i have yet to take the time out just for myself and really be single long enough to realize who Amanda is and what she wants out of life. I havent updated for two reasons. One reason is b/c im still kinda stressed out, and another reason is just b/c i havent been around a computer long enough to or ive just been lazy haha. Either way.. ill update sooner or later. Thanks for the advice. I really appreciate it and like i said before, i know everything you said is true. I read this to my ex gf and she agrees. She said that you were right about everything you said as well. But im sure you knew that haha. duh. anyways im going to shut up now before i start sounding stupid.

thanks again!! ♥