but i wanted an excuse to stay up for an extra half hour.. so here it goes..

oh, and for some reason, i couldnt fit this in a lj cut.. so i apologize..

the in-depth side of little john.
basicswhats your name?:john minneci. last time i checked. what do people call you?:john. koala. lj. little john. juanito. poipo. i could go far back and say freaky ( Read more... )

often times, i like to smile. i think it's imperative that laughing be part of our daily routine. these are simple rules i like to live by. every once in a while, however, there are moments that seem to hinder our smiling and laughing abilities. could be caused by a number of things. depression. anger. jealousy. sadness, in general. this is normal ( Read more... )

definitely thought tonight was gonna go a lot differently.

happy christmas!

:)

it's very good to be home. i missed it. it feels as though i never left. most everything is the same.. just how i left it. a few changes, here and there. but that's to be expected. roaming around town, seeing familiar faces.. it all is very refreshing. i forget how easy it is to run into people you know when you live in champaign. i've run into so ( Read more... )

today marks 10 days until i arrive back home to champaign, illinois. it's only been three months since i've been away, but it feels like forever. so much has happened since i've moved. and it's all been awesome. i've met a group of people who i feel like i've known forever. will quickly became my best friend down here. dan is a part of my 'group' ( Read more... )

why am i so good at screwing up relationships?

i get scared far too easily. i'm insecure about myself. i can't handle focusing all my attention on one person. i refuse to be in a long distance relationship. i dont handle emotions well. i hate feeling vulnerable. i dont like to talk about my feelings. i dont like public displays of affection. i hate ( Read more... )

time to reflect...
      ...on the good, the bad, and the unsure.

most of team rosen went home for thanksgiving. i'm missed them a lot. i like that. it means we really have become a family. i couldn't be happier that i've found people down here.

i'm a little worried about grades. i hope i can somehow bring them up. i need to do well. i have to.

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now it's time. time to sit. connect the dots. collect my thoughts. or just reflect on time. it's been a while. much more than a mile since i sat and wrote a new rhyme. so here is the time, i'll sit in my chair. it's not time to care about what's going on out there. it's my time. it's about time i let myself write. what about, you may ask? i'm ( Read more... )

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