this past week has been an incredible reconnection with a couple of very good friends from home. it has been so good to be able to incorporate my friends from home into my new life in orlando ( Read more... )

i'm getting kindof sick and tired of this feeling of being alone. i'm surrounded by togetherness: people in relationships, or people crushing on eachother. i'm always engulfed in the world of relationships. i sit back and watch people begin a new relationship, or give advice to friends with love problems. i'm always the bystander. i'm rarely ( Read more... )

makes it all worth it ( Read more... )

alright, so after the storm comes the sun, right? damn right it does. i've had a freaking fantastic past few days.. so good, that i decided a post was in order.. so here we go ( Read more... )

alright, let's set a goal of making this the last depressing entry for a while.. we'll see how that works.. highly doubt it will.. but whatever

i feel like i'm trying so hard to reconnect with her. trying to make ammends and set things right again. i poured my heart out in a letter (which probably hasn't gotten there yet), but either way, i'm doing ( Read more... )

wrote the letter..
said what i needed to say..

now the question is..

.. am i brave enough to send it?

guess i'll find out tomorrow.

[on the subject of jobs.] i need a job. technically, i'm still employed by universal orlando. do i want to go back to the company? honestly, no. i feel like i've done my time there (although i admit i didn't give it too much chance), and i'd much rather move on to a different company. i want to work for disney. i want to work for disney ( Read more... )

there's nothing better than sitting and having a good conversation with someone.

absolutely nothing better.

definitely made today a good one.

and just as i predicted, i woke up feeling quite good. hello, day!

and i'm gonna make today the best day i can.

i've come to notice that more often than not, livejournal is used for expressing feeling of anger, sadness, or unsatisfaction. sure, there's the occasional "hooray for me" post, but for the most part, people use this online blog for letting out the bad thoughts in their heads. why? it's quite therapeutic. and often, livejournal is checked at night ( Read more... )