a note to all who are ineterested..

i've decided to sortof 'organize' my livejournal postings.. i'm really starting to like www.blogger.com, and i wanted to have a blog there. so i've decided to get an account there. i'm going to do all my crazy creative writing on that website, and leave livejournal for typical journal entries (aka "this is what's ( Read more... )

i see a young girl. she's crying. a lot.
her mother holds her hand, kneels down, and asks
"what's wrong? what do you want?"
this little girl seems perplexed. she stops crying for a moment, but her eyes are still producing tears.
her heart still hurts.
she looks her mother in the eyes. she stares for a while, trying to come up with a response to her ( Read more... )

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i've never felt this weak before.

i dont like this at all.

hopefully this will be one of my last posts about this for a while..

i could just try to get over her, like i've done with all the others.
i could just forget about it, since it's going nowhere.
i could just move on, and continue my search.

in fact, i should do all these things.

but i just can't do it this time.
that's how strong these feelings are.
it ( Read more... )

i dont like watching her get hurt.

i want to make her happy again.
but i dont think i'll get the chance.

why do i always fall for the ones i can't get?

what do you do when ( Read more... )

i once had courage ( Read more... )

it's like there's this big relationship party that's going on, and i'm the only one that didn't get an invitation ( Read more... )

.......i'm having trouble trying to figure out what to do with my life. strange, you must be thinking. i moved down here because i knew exactly what i wanted to do, right? sortof. i moved down here because i knew i wanted to work with theme parks. i knew that this is where im supposed to be. that still holds true. this is where i need to be right ( Read more... )