I have lost myself again. I wish I could find solace or any reprieve ( Read more... )

So, I had a shitty day with dealing with our hostile roommate. I let Chris know about this during the day ( Read more... )

After spending last Sunday in the park all day, we decided to pretty much do this all summer long, unless otherwise engaged, and thought it would be a blast to have friends there to play with! Look for the lime green tiki umbrella :) We're thinking anytime around 12pm-8pm ( Read more... )

rather than painting tonight, i wrote my sister. last visit was emotionally intense (more than usual). rift happening between her and other family that i could help. didn't have time to make thing better then, plaguing me since ( Read more... )

Is it silly for me to yearn to talk to older people, as my contemporaries, that knew an age intimately that i wasn't part of? It's very hard to find wisdom when you need it. I have a hard time asking, but any advice and or wisdom about well...i suppose life in general and how to care without overextending oneself would be wonderful. I've been very ( Read more... )

I'm trying to figure out why i've been feeling so many unreasonable feelings of panic over the last few months. I feel this strange anxiety, spinning kind of feeling come over me at the strangest times, even ones that i should be excited to enjoy and are completely safe, and should bring me happiness. I have to try and concentrate on something ( Read more... )

I had the best valentine's day ever! Chris made me a very tender old-school valentine card and an amazing dinner for us: filet mignon with portabella mushrooms glazed in a spiced, red wine mushroom reduction, lobster tails with a Cajun, butter rub, long-grain rice pilaf, and artichokes steamed with a bay leaf, garlic clove, and lemon slice. And for ( Read more... )

The saying,"we can do this later", or "i can say this later" isn't fair, responsible, or considerate. I also think both parties suffer.

This really touched my heart in opposite ways tonight, but mainly how it's refreshing to hear of a person in a position of power caring for a stranger. http://www.denverpost.com/news/ci_17101952

I am very thankful for so many people i have in my life. I truly do judge my life's value by the friends and loved ones i have been fortunate enough to meet and interact with for whatever time we have with each other.