So yesterday I let myself eat whatever I wanted. I worked seven hours. I ate chinese food. Ice cream. Lots of ice cream. I went to a movie with a bunch of guys, afterwards, we ate more ice cream and drank lots of beer ( Read more... )

Sooo my period has definitely hit. I've taken two aleve and two midol and I'm wearing one of those thermacore heating pad thingys, and I'm still practically doubled over. I get really horrible cramps. I can hardly get out of bed ( Read more... )

Ate like 1700 cals yesterday. Damn ( Read more... )

1172 calories for the day. I'm actually feeling pretty good, strangely enough ( Read more... )

I ended yesterday with 584 calories ( Read more... )

Ugh. My willpower is just horrible all of a sudden. I had to make dinner for my mom - I was making her smoked salmon quesadillas, and I started getting so hungry and emotional that I thought I was going to both collapse and explode at the same time. And the biggest feeling of loneliness ever came over me for some reason and I just started crying. I ( Read more... )

I didn't gain. Didn't lose, either. Still 128.

I'm on hour 16.5 of my new fast; feeling pretty good so far. I've been doing some toning exercises for my butt, legs, & abs while watching The Fast And The Furious - drinking lots of water & green tea. Considering doing some pilates or yoga later in the day if I don't go see Supersize Me. Maybe some ( Read more... )

DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT. I binged. I broke my fast at 45 hours exactly ( Read more... )

I technically broke my fast today. I worked with Kenna, and she's constantly suspicious of my food intake lately, and I was getting dizzy so I ate a pretzel stick (1.9cals) and a peanut m&m (10 cals) just so I'd be seen eating ( Read more... )

I'm now on hour 36 of my fast. The first day is always the hardest for me, but I feel so much better the next morning when the scale goes down and I look smaller ( Read more... )