I'm not even going to say it...I'm just going to start typing - get over it ( Read more... )

So what do you do when you realize that you realy don't like who you've become? You go through hard times and they make you rougher around the edges; you just get so fed up with things that you give up; you stop communicating with close friends and they think you use them ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here in my room totally by myself- really alone and really quiet.

On the flip side, I have a 10 page paper to write three finals to study for and no time at all to see Alex.

His parents are going to be in town for his sisters graduation and I'm not sure if I'm going to be in Seattle or not. I want to be -but then again, why would I ( Read more... )

No I haven't been super busy. No I haven't run out of things to say. I've just been really lazy. But not anymore. I have to start working out a lot more for basketball. And that means running folks. I hate running. I like running. Basically I hate running when someone tells me to and like running on my own time...when I want to ( Read more... )

So I have about ten minutes to update...might as well make it worth all that time right ( Read more... )

Can i just say that I hate Valentine's day. It may start off great...but then it just kinda starts to suck a lot. Maybe if I go into it NOT having any expectations things might be better

So you know when you find something you wrote a really long time ago...like a journal entry that doesn't make any sense anymore. That...and whatever mood you seemed to be in seems like forever ago. Yeah...enough said on that point ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to think I'm like...bypolar or something. Cuz something will happen, I'll see something or hear something that I don't really want to hear and then bam...I'm really un-happy. I thought I was being really strong but honestly...I think I'm being a wuss ( Read more... )

I haven't been happy. I've finally faced that; I've been under the impression that I always have to be happy. I've tried for too long to be the strong positive person for some time now- I just need to find the beauty in this breakdown ( Read more... )

So first day of classes for Spring semester...I hope I don't get too borred. It's weird with all these people being back on campus. I don't know what to do with myself. I've kinda become introverted, I don't like all these poeple (not that they ever liked me back though). I don't know how these next months will pan out but I'm hoping I can ( Read more... )