I'm home but I feel like I'm not really home. I feel like I've left so much behind me in portland, and maybe I did. What am I running from? I left a lot of unfinished emotions in Portland and I guess I was hoping I could get away from them. Not foget about them, just get some space between me and them. This way I can see things from a distance ( Read more... )

So I apologized to Greg. I've thought about it a lot and I know that neither one of us is to blame for ehat happened. I shouldn't have been mad at him and I shouldn't have acted so childish. I mean, what he did doesn't put him at fault and I shoudn't have gotten mad at him and been all mean and stuff. So I called him and apologized. It doesn't ( Read more... )

Can I just say one thing.. I got my first cop ride home last night and no...I wasn't even drinking. How lame is that ( Read more... )

Last night's party was lame. Had some random guy kiss me because I was a fuckin idiot and was standing under the mistletoe. Fixed that immediately. Don’t drink anymore so I was driving Trevor and the basketball guys around. Cops showed up (which is always nice when you have five drunk guys fallowing you around) but didn’t ask to see any id’s ( Read more... )

Finals are here and I think I'm gonna go crazy! I finished my english paper though, I feel good about that piece. Eight pages on almost five short stories. Charcters, narrative structure, point of view, voice, mood, tone. Blah, blah- and it's been rainy these past couple of days. I need to go home...only 13 more days ( Read more... )

Life as i know it has gotten a little better. Being in Colorado must have cleared my head or something because I feel pretty good about things now. Yeah some parts of my life could be a little better but, the good thing is that better or not, I'm still happy with what God has given me. How could I ask for more ( Read more... )

I think it's typical for these sites to just sit her and rot until the user actually has something momentous happen that's worth posting. Why break tradition ( Read more... )

Oh it's that time again. So I'm not dating Greg. I should have listened to Dave. He really wasn't the best boyfriend. So why is it that I still I think about him? I should have moved on by now. I don't want to like him. I don't love him, I know that for sure. So why can't this just all go away like nothing happened? Like I never was dating ( Read more... )

So it's been some time since I've updated. Sorry ( Read more... )

I’ve never had to actually go after a guy before. But Robyn made a good point…don’t just settle for something just because you don’t get what you want. Go after what you want, and keep going after it because getting what you want will make you that much more happier than just settling for something ( Read more... )