Count down and BAMN gone is 60 seconds. Geeze...I love that movie. So I read my last entry and I still have this yuck-y taste in my mouth. can I just apologize to everyone who had to suffer through reading that? Sometimes I just can't wait a few days for things to pass over you know? Well, I do feel better. I'm pretty sure at this point ( Read more... )

I hate having to wait around for something when it feels like you’ve been waiting forever for “it” to finally get here. I can’t seem to focus on things and I can’t seem to get a hold of things, tangible things. I have these thoughts in my head but I can’t put anything to them. I feel like a fool, but there hasn’t been enough time from the ( Read more... )

Things are going good for you now. You’re afraid to jinx things you’ve gotten to know, change your point of view or anything like that. You probably already have because you’re sitting down contemplating this entry. The way it works is that you think of things, like your situation in life right now, and your perspective changes- making the way ( Read more... )

I guess you could say that I wasted my time this summer doing stupid things. I worked at the mall (stupid Wet Seal with their stupid acronyms and stupid cloths--ugh) and did nothing but try to see and spend time with "friends" (what a poor, meaningless, overused word) who really shouldn't even be on my mind. Yes, they were great friends in high ( Read more... )

So it's time for a change. I'm getting tired of doing the same damn thing everyday. So I'm going to dye my hair--then maybe cut it. I have to I'm sorry to all those that think I shouldn't cut it. I really need a change.

I'm beginning to think that I'm really lame. Ok, so I KNOW I'm lame. This is the second time that I've written in this damn thing today and I just wrote in this thing yesterday. I'm going to say it's because I have no friends. That and all my classes are way lame and just too damn boring right now. The only class I'm enjoying as of yet is my ( Read more... )

I've just discovered this new Jazz/Blues trumpet player names Chris Botti. He's frickin amazing! He has this one song called "Make Someone Happy" from his new album When I Fall In Love. I can listen to it for hours. I think it helps that I'm in that kind of mood lately. I would listen to Jack Johnson or John Mayer and I just couldn't feel it ( Read more... )

I'm just so tired with my life right now. There isn't any kind of excitement that I need right now. I need that one thing to happen to me that will just help me fix my heart and move on. I can't really say what it is that's made me so cynical right now ( Read more... )

I hate computers- actually- I hate MY computer. Well ok not really. I say that and then it REALLY wont work, just from spite.

telephones work both ways...

I think I love chocolate covered raisins! They're sinful in their addictiveness.