Why will we never learn from the past all things wrong today have already happened before but no one listens no one remembers anything. I'll never understand why humans repeat the same actions over and over again. We really should know better. Simian beasts, you can lead a horse to water but you can't make him drink, you cangive a beast a book ( Read more... )

It's 2:10 am I hate the early hours of the morning they seem so vast and desolate each minute like a slow drowning of the mind. Yet, my mind is restless, perhaps its finals maybe its something else. Again i question the direction of my life how many times in the past have I lost opportunities to apathy. I've begun to care about something and it ( Read more... )

Over the years I have come to realize that everyone lies to the world but also to themselves. Yes, I lie to myself daily saying in my head that there is a reason why I persist. What is that reason? It changes everyday, somedays I say it is to better humanity sometimes I say it is because I want to see what happens. Sometimes I forget about why ( Read more... )

Every day we perform a new charade. Who are we trying to please anyway? Too often it seems the last person on our list that matters is ourselves. So every day we pretend to be something we're not(well not totally anyway) What does this all mean what is the point? There is no point it's one of societies little head games in a effort to be non- ( Read more... )

Burn, burn noble soul you've been here too long. They've used you too long, no more shall their vile mouths berate you, no more shall their callosed hands slap you down. No, now they burn; your fire is unending as your suffering. Now make them understand pain; burn the flesh from their bones, sizzle the muscle and the organs. Vindication by ( Read more... )

I forgot to mention that the cycle of life is just a long drawn out test if you pass thiss test the cycle of rebirth is broken and your conciosness is no longer bound to such a linear existence. Should you fail the test you have to take it over and over and over until you pass this may a hundred years or maybe just life time. Maybe there's no way ( Read more... )

So a vision is so hard to describe with limiting words and the subliminal currents of any interaction debilitate the recounting of any memory(maybe if I were blindfolded?) It has been said that seeing is believing and it may be but that would mean i'd have to believe in alot of stuuf that can't possibly be real. I've seen blurry fragments of past ( Read more... )

Theres that old familiar burning in my blood again. the reinfusion of forgotten chemicals that used to oil the gears of my mind. I turn away and come back again on the jaded tides of my brain. With the old effervescence come the war in my mind. The battle field still littered with the shades of personalities I could not accept within myself. I ( Read more... )

I never realized it befoer now because i never tried it but putting the blade to task does ease the pain. Concentration on monotony vanishes for an instant and the kiss of steel brings a new sensation.......interesting

I have a journal now. I guess i should write in it