I havent been confiding in you lately. Sorry its just that I didnt want to be a poopyhead. But right now I dont have anyone to talk to about this, bc everyone else is happy in this aspect of life, and im simply not. And if you havnt already figured it out im talking about dating. Yes, at times im happy, alot of times actually. He does that to me ( Read more... )

So im going to bville tonight BECAUSE FRANKO IS THERE!!! YAY! I have missed him the last 3 times so he told Jen that if im not there tonight he will disown me as his daughter and we just cant have that. AND i get to tell him that im moving to conway...where he happens to live...wooohooo. Ok so with all that excitement im still a bit sad that im not ( Read more... )

What lies beyond this mask
Is merely a question I always ask.
Painted with stripes of green and red,
Revealing envy, tears I shed;
Displaying my broken heart
Dark and gloomy, inches apart;
And trickles of bliss that I once had;
This morbid mask portrays my face;
Displaying my life in many ways.
The choice is yours to pick which view
To look at me and see me ( Read more... )

I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH!!!

Ok first off im very upset that noone is willing to tell me why they are a christian...I beg you, please tell me. Im quite the curious one ( Read more... )

OOOOOH YA... I had a convo the other day with a friend about Salvation. And now I have a question for you...
Why are you a Christian?

This is not a trick question, I really just want different peoples responses... so PLEASE comment on this.

Toodles.

I just got home from Fville, long trip but well worth it. I learned alot...like who Provus was and all about a wonderful ranch, haha. I def stopped in little rock last night to see MAE (and all my loverly friends) AND THEY DIDNT SHOW AGAIN...i swear i am destined to NOT see them live. Anyone who is a Mae fan dont ever ask me to go with you to see ( Read more... )

So Im home alone this weekend. The fam's in bville till sunday night and I have to work leaving me here by my lonesome. Sad beans i know. And I dont even get to go to my church sunday bc I have to be in a study group thing for my intermediate final that i JUST found out was going to be MONDAY. YA school is poo. Its 12:30 and I cant sleep, insomnia ( Read more... )

Now at last that we have met
Think you I care what may follow
Let me be snared in a net
Let me be snapped by a swallow
I shall have tasted of bliss
I shall have flown where the fire is
Ah could we die in a kiss
beautiful, exsquisite.

~Terd

Uninvited perhaps, but not unwelcome
She rests outside of the golden doors
Of a heart,
Where beautiful ladies come to quench their thirst
Where wise friends come to celebrate the Sabbath.

Uninvited perhaps but not unwelcome
She hears,
The true music the true poetry
From the outside of the door
Red eyes, red wine, red motivations
Red mirrors of the ( Read more... )