Interesting new deveopment. Also gluttony.

[cogitoergobum]

I couldnt get up again this morning, I felt totally disconnected from my body like I'd taken a ton of vallium. I have tired phases like this sometimes, I feel like all my bodily systems slow down. I also got a stern phonecall from the landlord about my not having paid the rent for months. I ought to feel more anxious or ashamed than I do but it's

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[mon_deluge]

I couldnt get up again this morning, I felt totally disconnected from my body like I'd taken a ton of vallium. I have tired phases like this sometimes, I feel like all my bodily systems slow down.

i've been experiencing this a bit lately. especially last night. i hate the habit of sort of just lying there when serious matters continue to happen and no one is waiting up for you, but it feels impossible to break.

and perhaps people put the body at the bottom of the hierarchy because we are told it's imperfect. it does things we don't want it to do. we didn't choose are bodies. however, many believe that we CAN achieve that perfect spirit/intellect. i dunno =\

[cogitoergobum]

Oh, good point re the body v's mind thing. I agree, the body can be a pretty scary uncontrollable thing yet we're still judged on it's appearance, which can easily lead to resentment. (It certainly does with me, anyway XP). Rather than being intrinsically better, I suppose the mind could be just be a more appealing way to define ourselves in that it's percieved as more controlled and disciplined.

[expire]

you commented on a post of mine. i was hesitant at first (because i'm ultra-social like that), but after some delegation with myself (read: lurking your lj), i've decided to add you. (you didn't ask to be added but heywhynot!)

[cogitoergobum]

Oh hey, I'm glad I passed the lurking test. Consider yourself added ^^