i've been so busy lately...its been non stop chaos for the past month. Something is always going on and something is always happening. I can't believe its almost christmas already. Things with me and T. are still ok. We're still hanging out. Its kinda weird. so, for this friday i accidently made plans with so many different people. I told t. i ( Read more... )

So, today I was told i can't drink any more mountain dew. My dentist told me i was addicted to it and am ruining my teeth. Well, screw that, i'm addicted and don't wanna quit. The haunt was so freaking scary. I was trying to run and kept pushing L. and falling over stuff. I though the thing would never end. I hung out with T. yesterday. Completely ( Read more... )

Another week closer to graduating. Time needs to go by quicker. When this year is over so much will have happened. I have sort of a dilemma. Things are going ok with me and T. but i'm just not sure if its worth all the trouble. Chances are he's going to be back in jail soon and then where will I be? This really cute guy I know likes me and it'd be ( Read more... )

Things are going so awesome with T. now. I'm just waiting for something bad to happen. It seems like we might actually be working things out now. We know how we feel and now we're joking around about stuff that we were just fighting about last week. I'm just wondering how this is all going to work out in the end. How everything is going to come ( Read more... )

I am so sick. I wish I could just go home and sleep. But nope, I get to go to work with T. and get into another argument. Our last one wasnt' actually all that bad. He started screaming how the managrs are both making us look like asses. I yelled i didn't care anymore. Then he yelled back that he's not the one whos an ass because he's not the one ( Read more... )

I can't believe he would do this to me. I just can't believe it. Last nite was one of the worst nites of my life. I still can't believe what he did. Everything was going good until he made a joke about what we happened. I was so pissed. Its all just a big joke to him. I told him he was an ass. After that he called me a liar. Huge argument. But then ( Read more... )

I'm so bored. It seems like I just keep doing the same things over and over again. School, work, home. Thats how my schedule goes every day. I've started to almost hate the weekends. At the end of every week I end up in the exact same position. I just can't let it go. When this year is over I wonder where I'm going to be. I mean i know i'm going to ( Read more... )

Ok, i need to find someone who can make me laugh. I was thinking about all my past relationships and all those guys were way too serious. The next guy I date has to have a sense of humor. I think i might hit some comedy clubs. Hmm....i've been single for too long plus i need to find someone to keep me away from T. I can't wait to visit cornerstone ( Read more... )

T. is so fricking messed up. Yesterday he kept calling my his girl and saying that he wants to get married. I was like what the heck i barely even know you. Why is it guys are so weird? They'll call you every day then one day they just drop you. I mean what the heck? I do not understand. I think what I need to do is find a boyfriend that i ( Read more... )

I can't wait for this year to be over. All this high school drama junk in driving me insane. Everywhere I look people are arguing about the stupidest things ever. I want to get out of this fricking town!!! Only 8 more months of this torture!! I don't think i'm going to survive.