strangely enough i find him still haunting my dreams. i got a few emails that were about stupid shit,updating info and it caused me to have night mares. he'll be back for a little while and its causing me to feel tence i dont even live at my moms house but it still makes me sick to my stomach. apparently i still have alot of repressed feelings that ( Read more... )

my summer is so pucked full of me working its rediculious! between opening and closeing at my job sence im the only one that can do it cuz kelly has her kid in school now she needs to drop her off at like 7:30 am and pick her up at 4:30pm. it kinda puts me with the short end of the stick. and i work for roz's gramma at the pool on my days off. and ( Read more... )

i was onmyspace checking my mail, and i had recived a freinds request from this girl Elisa who i went to school with, and is good friends with my friend julie. and i saw gil on her top friends list. and seeing that just reminded me of everyone that has left and gone off into the world to do there own thing. that dont keep in contact with Any of ( Read more... )

i have this syst on my belly thats been there for like 3 years but recently its grown and now it hurts! i go to the dr. 10-30-06 :( mannn more dr's they need to just chop that mofo off and call it a day!

me and jesus arzola wich is julies cousin are together. hes perfect *dances*. that guy always keeps a smile on my face amd me laughing. im perfectly comphterable with him. ive known him basicly my whole life. he came back from the marines last year. has his deasel machanic technition lisence, and hes working on being a full blown jernyman with his ( Read more... )

ive been in and out of dr's offices and er rooms the past few weeks, month or whatever its been. its all just been blured together! well i saw an intestinal dr about a week ago.and now im taking prolosac otc befor din din, some benifiber for breakfest, and hyoscyamine for whenever my belly bellly hurts.. they think its my IBS ( irratable bowl ( Read more... )

monday night ( last week so thats 8-21-06) i started having bad abdominal pain.... i ignored it and layed down ... tuesday after work i went to the emergancy room and they gave me pain killers and set me up with a test for yesterday ( the 28th) to look at my galbladder while in contracted and give me some kind of drug to make it contract. i worked ( Read more... )

lastnight my grandmother died, i got the news when i walked out of my bedroom thismorning and my parents just blurted it out to me ( great way to start out ur day right ( Read more... )

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i really do mean it when i say " i would harm a human befor i would harm an animal" and i believe it and stand by that! kelly hit a dog today and i asked her if she did and she got all pissed off cuz i was defending the dog and not her. WTF though seriously i dont give a fuck WHO YOU ARE YOU DO NOT HIT ANIMALS! you do not strike them in the fucking ( Read more... )