the subject of this entry should exsplain it all ( Read more... )

the fueneral was...a fueneral...

i got to see uli,andy,rozz,elise,emmy,francisca,tim today. so that made my day Alot better. ty to all who hung out with me today. i had a great day.

10am...someplace about 30 mins away...gotta love fuenerals.... i need something to do after this...any takers?? call me...cant be alone today...

soo yeah the ucle died at 7:30am today... the fuenerals on sat. some time... i dunno when....

i got a phonecall today around 5pm from my brother david to tell me that my mom and dad where at coply hospital with my uncle frank ( my moms...fathers...brother...soo my great uncle really..) ...his hear failed....basicly hes drowning in his own fluids and dying... he had been on dialises (sp?) for a while....im not depressed and saddened... my ( Read more... )

they build things meant to break! so u can pay to fix it and get more. THIS IS FUCKING RETARTED! I HATE TECHNOLIGY I FUCKING SWEAR! shit like this make me not even want to buy a car or a house cuz then that means i have to spend all my fucking time and energy keeping it from breaking. glueing it all back together and buying new shiney parts for it ( Read more... )

we all have been bitten at work. every single one of us. i tend to get it more because i'll always do the crazy dogs. its what i do best! well some of us are just RETARTED! (angie) there was this old ass sch. is on wed. she had a tumer in her shoulder and so she only walks on 3 legs. cute old little buttens. well angie was grooming her. and kept ( Read more... )

i have been having this FB ( fuck buddy) sence nov. nothing serious. just whenever needed... for me isnt as often as most. i just talked him cuz i sent him a text saying that i wanted to see him and this is what happend ( Read more... )

i am the typlical pathetic human. thriving on contact. needing the feeling of wanting to be wanted by the oposite sex. and not just in the sexual kind of way. over the past few years i feel its become worse. my "nesting" instinked is getting stronger. wanting that life partner. aching to be loved. rather sicking. everyone ive got some kind of ( Read more... )

every year tracking back to when i was in 7th grade ( maybe even befor that... not sure... but i know from then on) wich was when i first attempted suicide ( as u can see that failed) i flip out/break down/arent myself... WELL i forgot about it this year.. and ive been a little off the week befor easter.. lil more so then usual.. i cryed for no ( Read more... )