Comments | collegery: sober, eh?

collegery

sober, eh?

Nov 29, 2005 11:43

i have a problem. my problem is that i have an addictive personality and i love the self-inflicted pain that accompanies abusing my body. if you take a cross-section of my life and look at any individual day, i typically don't drink more than an average person would on that day. my problem is, i can't stop. i love the highs and the lows of my ( Read more... )

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love you brother jenabenavb12 November 29 2005, 22:55:02 UTC

you'll be fine ryguy. and i'll soon be home for a little to be bored with you. and when i'm not home, you're always welcome at lock haven. im glad you listened when i talked to you this morning, and its only because i care. you can be 10 times better than what you ever imagined, if you'd just let yourself succeed instead of always being afraid to fail. i love you brother :) byebye.

gobbledyc0ck November 30 2005, 02:24:18 UTC

on a scale of one to gay this journal entry is def 2 gay men in a 69 position licking one anothers anus ( ... )

gobbledyc0ck November 30 2005, 02:27:10 UTC

oh, and hi jena. wink.

wink, wink.

collegery December 4 2005, 02:19:55 UTC

i will break you

anonymous November 30 2005, 16:02:30 UTC

It's D'Amico again, hey Ryne i don't know if you ever read the last comment i gave you in your previous entry but something bad happened and all i did was stumble; it was a few days after you posted so i don't know if you ever read it.
Anyway, focus on what you think not you need to do. Yes, you need an outlet, i use to think the same way i.e. (Drugs and/or alcohol) but there are healthly, LEGAL ways to have that outlet. Get a punching bag, dammit doll, scream, drink some alcohol in Moderation: like one or two at home to relax at the end of the day. But don't go drive afterwards. Anyway take care and know even though i haven't seen you in a few years know that i'm pulling for you and support you, it takes courage!

hey matt collegery December 1 2005, 02:29:01 UTC

yeah man i read your last entry, sorry to hear about your bad luck man. i hope you can work through that ... it is part of what started my wheels turning to make a change

thanks for your support man, keep in touch - msg me sometime on aim, i lost your screen name

anonymous December 3 2005, 23:42:55 UTC

I never thought I'd ever post an entry in your journal... but here I am, I don't know why I even read your ramblings because most of them are simply you denying your reality. And surprise, every entry is about your love affair with alcohol. I gave you every ounce of my existence Ryne, and you know that. And you gave me yours. You can call me a one night stand and a mistake or whatever you want, but you know damn well that is a complete lie. And if you discredit those first ten days and the entire tenure of our relationship then you are losing what you always said were the best ten days (and relationship) you will probably ever have in your life. And you know that at one point you wanted to spend the rest of your life with me. And everyone you associated with knew that too, even your academic advisor knew that and even she noticed you are not the person we both loved four months ago when you went in to see her. Its not surprising that you have completely detached yourself from anyone that knew how in love we were, or even the person ( ... )