i can't be sure if i still have all the necessary organs left in my body after saturday nite. i don't think i have ever thrown up like that almost ever. but yeah it was horrible. and i'm going to stay away from alcohol for a while. the mere thought of it makes me feel nauseous ( Read more... )

subject says it all really. i'm torn between art and english. I usually like to combine the two. But i'm leaning towards english now because I am lazy as fuck and can't wait to get the hell out of school. Sooo that would make me an English major or something with education as a minor so that I can teach english. whatever. I have way more credits in ( Read more... )

it's really cold out.

i miss chris.

i want to cuddle right now. i can't wait til there is nothing to do but lay in bed and warm up and watch movies and drink hot cocoa. and we can nap and kiss inbetween. i love him so much. too much for words. <3

i wish that tomorrow i could sleep in just like everybody else ( Read more... )

So, here's how it works ( Read more... )

sick again hooray ( Read more... )

Tom Petty Insists He's Not Retiring ( Read more... )

it seemed like a perfect day waking up at 10am sitting in bed with my cat. feeling so comfortable. getting rid of all the excess garbage in my room from christmas. having time.i went tanning with the giftcard my mom got me. endorphines yay ( Read more... )

so during the christmas break from work i think i will be babysitting both vika and viktor. some of you may know them as the russian children at eagle. i'm a tad apprehensive about this. but i think mostly because i really just need a break.

all i really want to do is sleep.
christmas doesn't seem close at all to me. the children have been ( Read more... )

I think it is so weird that I can cry about someone whom I've never gotten the chance to meet and yet feel connected and then disconnected. to know that I will never meet that tiny little person. To be completely overwhelmed with the tragedy of it all. To be so enraged at the doctors and nurses who only made things worse; made it pretty much ( Read more... )