the wake was horrible. i've been on an emotional overload between that and other things all just brewing up. this entire week i've just felt like beating the shit out of everyone. i thought i grew out of that phase where i just got incredibly angry, but i guess not ( Read more... )

It's all I can do ( Read more... )

i have a wake to go to on wednesday. i am scared. i don't like those sorts of things.

no period. lots of bloat. not really hungry. stressed out. pimples galore. really tired. spotting. no fun. bleh ( Read more... )

finally it's december! i'm almost done christmas shopping. I'm so excited. work is awesome as usual seeing as of late all i've been doing is painting things to decorate. haha. and glittering stockings and such. haha. today is movie day so it should be an easy one. i think we may be going to see murder by death later. exciting. yes i know ( Read more... )

so I return to eagle in the mornings. It's a little sad because I will miss the kids at bay. they are angels compared to the kids at eagle for the most part. But oh well. It's not like I am starting at a new school and I like everyone at Eagle so everything will be just dandy ( Read more... )

well this week should prove to be a somewhat easy week. i don't think there's class on wednesday so that's a plus. no school or work on thursday or friday. hooray. tuesday's a half day. so that'll be my only real busy day and it'll end with gilmore girls. this week's episode is making me mighty excited. finally something shall happen in the abyss ( Read more... )

i'm sick. my head feels like a brick. jen's coming over soon. i don't think i'm gonna have time to tweeze. feeling kinda worthless. i need something to cheer me up pronto.

new hair friday. city tomorrow. 2 days off.

i'm not talking anymore because everything everyone else has to say is so much more interesting.

someone buy me a replacements cd.

and a new order cd with "ceremony" on it.

and clap your hands say yeah!!!!!

Calling into work is so much better when you're in your boyfriend's bed and when it's all said and done he hugs you and a reassuring feeling comes over that you made the right decision. haha. i slept maybe an hour more than i would normally if i slept over chris's house. I woke up skinny! and i drove the long way home just so i could wave good bye ( Read more... )