seriously guys. its been awhile. i need some homegirls to paint with and snap some photos with (35mm style). any takers? i also need more money to buy myself a burberry purse. maybe a louis vuitton. havent decided quite yet. prom in 2 weeks. nervous/excited. anyhoo ( Read more... )

hey!
HAPPY ONE YEAR AND 6 MONTHS TO JASON AND ME!!!!
i love him, alot.

P.S.
my birthday is on friday, celebrate.

ive come to realize that where i am in my life, today, right now, will ultimately, unwillingly, be the underlined guidance which will in a sense, determine my future. and that in itself, scares me yet excites me all the more. i am eager to encounter upon the future, to dream about my life 10 years from now. to imagine my apartment and everything i ( Read more... )

bianca and i bus tables for drug money.

sleepover at natalies was fun, lets do it again next weekend.

going to mexico for christmas. its okay to be jealous.

jason needs to cheer up.

i dont like debbie downers.

i really love belle and sebastian.

slip resistant shoes are ugly as fuck.

helter skelter!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"all the time you felt so free. did you forget how much you once loved me ( Read more... )

TEXAS/TEXAS SHOW TONiGHT AT 9:00 @ THE WHiTE RABBiT!! EVERYONE GO, YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO ( Read more... )

i fucking hate this, seriously. i fucking hate it.

you are my lover. a lover of indefinite heights which tower over the stars that you and i gaze upon. a lover of endless possibilities, a lover which always seems to capture my heart with grace. your composure makes me weak in the knees. our eyes meet from across the room and my heart sinks, for you are my lover. a lover who's wide eyes stand before ( Read more... )

you would think that over a long period of time, lets say 15 months, i would be able to do something right. something great. something significant. & i thought i had. but now i know i havent. once again i fail, its such a redundant, familiar feeling that ive grown used to the pain which it brings but tonight it was different. it was a complete ( Read more... )

i dont understand why you do the things you do.
& why im constantly battling between your possible feelings.
i feel unwanted and it sucks.

im sick of feeling pathetic, helpless, used, ugly, unhappy, exhausted, overwhelmed, restless, sick, and most of all scared!

im drowning...
impatiently waiting for you to save me.