today will be wonderful ( Read more... )

karl lagerfeld is my hero. hands down.

i dont like feeling lonely when i have you. it makes me sick to my stomach. i need a really really really really girly cliche sleepover where we paint eachothers toenails & talk about paris hilton...(what?). i wish it would be really cold forever...or just a couple of months so i could bundle up with scarfs and oversized sweaters & drink pumpkin ( Read more... )

i want reassurance to scream in my face and say "i love you for who you are" but i want to hear it through your hands, i want to feel it. i want your eyes gazing in my eyes..not through them. i want to feel beautiful when im at my worst. i want my voice to mean something..to you..and everybody else. i dont want to be corrected with your lousy, ( Read more... )

i hate schooooool! i cant wait till this weekend. i love jason. yaaaaaaayyyy!

the tables have turned and now im suspended in a state of confusion. wondering, waiting for everything to resume to its original state. exactly when did i change and allow the person i love to find doubt in me...in us. & WHY?! i dont understand myself anymore. lack of passion has created me ill tempered, eager to lash out at my next prey. i make ( Read more... )

HAPPY 11 MONTHS TO JASON AND ME!!!!!!

jason, i seriously doubt you will read this but i just want to say that i love you so much. you are hands down the best boyfriend a girl could ever have & i know we have our problems and have gone through some rough stuff...but we've made it this far & i hope this lasts forever. you are the most interesting ( Read more... )

im losing it & everybody around me.

somedays i feel as if i dont have anyone & other days i realize i dont have anyone.

CONGRATS ELIZABATH! you have managed to fuck up everything that was ever important to you. man you are such an awesome person. i applaud you for being incompetent as well as being in a state of denial that was merely used as a comfort zone and that has now been broken.

honestly, im so alone right now. & it makes me want to scream.

there are ( Read more... )

Legend:
Done It
Haven't Done It

smoked a cigarette
smoked a cigar
madeout with a member of the same sex
crashed a friend's car
stolen a car
been in love
been dumped
shoplifted (a candy bar)
been fired
been in a fist fight
snuck out of my parent's house
had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
been arrested
made out with a stranger
gone on a blind date
lied ( Read more... )