I have access to all human knowledge at my fingertips, but I can't seem to use it to sort out my problems. What happened to my life? I'm at a loss, talking to myself, wondering what in the world happened.

Fuckingg people at work causing drama and stupid being mad at myself and such ( Read more... )

One night I asked god to take some of my troubles for a while and I started with this trouble ( Read more... )

Well it's been months it seems now, and after some time in counselling something is... well shifting ( Read more... )

working hard to keep the rails on the track but the going is getting easier... the sleep isn't perfect yet but I'm working at that too ( Read more... )

Chelsea makes me want to play in traffic. is that wrong? fuck. just when I think I am over someone theyjump bac8k into my head. I sat down the other day and had a beer with her and we just naturally had a great conversation... damnit that's annoying. we talked about nothgin and I loved every minute of it. as she dropped me off at my house I ( Read more... )

Doing better. I took some time to go visit my dad, to seek some counselling and to re-arrange my house ( Read more... )

Woot! made another entry in my book today! it's a little too fresh to post though. some of my writing is really good... I mean, I'm surprised that I wrote it when i look back over it again. oh well ( Read more... )

Well in the time since my last entry, I've successfully re-adjusted my life ( Read more... )

Man I feel like the anxiety attack that wont go away ( Read more... )