all things happen for a reason.

its summer.

anything can happen.

im happy ( Read more... )

moses is off the wall right now ( Read more... )

Im sad ( Read more... )

I think I wanted you to save me from all this.
But Im still here.

Got every right to wanna leave
Got every right to wanna go
Got every right to hit the road
And never talk to me no more
You don't even have to call
Even check for me at all

Because the way I been actin' lately
Has been off the wall
Especially towards you
Puttin' girls before you
And they watchin' everything I been doin'
Just to hurt you
Most of it just ain't ( Read more... )

i have an exam in the morning 2 chapters still to read for it and and assignment due.  its midnight.
I should be stressed out but Im not at all.
Instead im contemplating a nap/bed and playing with my hamster.
I got a hamster.  Moses Spikes.
He just tried to go down my shorts.
i love him.
that is all.

this weekend was fucked up.
but it was good.
lets hope it lasts.

not to feel.

I just read some old lj entries from junior year in high school/the summer after it.
Shauna was my girlfriend...my best friends were completely different from now...I knew how to be happy without drugs or alcohol.
I hadnt even started to drink or smoke yet.
Wow.
Its just incredible how much has changed and how much I have changed.
Its so weird to look ( Read more... )