Do this.
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Babycakes

So I cant stop crying.
Actually Im not right now because Im chatting with jackie and shes entertaining.
But seriously..ahhhhh.
Why am I crying?
Nothing is even really wrong.
Kimber is sad...when she texted me I just started crying.
And i like couldnt stoppppppp!
I never cry like this.
Oh no here i go again.
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I feel depressed.
I dont think I know why.
I dont think theres a good reason.
Ive been so bored.
Every day feels the same.
Im so tired of the cold.
I miss feeling like I have friends.
I think I really just need summer.
Or at least warmth.
Spring cant come soon enough.
I dont feel like being at college lately.
I was kind of happy here after winter break...
That ( Read more... )

Im totally procrastinating.
I should be doing work.
I guess I'll just do it tonight.

This weekend was nothing like what I thought it would be.
In a good way.
I got to see mere and kar who I hadnt seen in FOREVER.
Smoked a little pot.
Spent a bunch of time with Kimber.
Stayed at home sunday night to watch the superbowl with her.
Sunday was a good day.
It was ( Read more... )

Im so happy to be home.
GOD I needed this.
I dont know if i could ever be away longer than 2 weeks.

We have this amazing connection between us that I cant even explain.
On some extremely deep level you get me and I get you. Completely.
I can feel it when we look at each other.

I really hope things can work themselves out.
Ill do anything.
I miss you so ( Read more... )

"You know you're in love when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world."

I love you so much more than you will EVER know!

I fucking HATE myself.

I need you in my life.

I want to slam my head through a wall.

But then I will have a headache/brain damage.

I cant even begin to tell you how inceredibley much I miss you.

This ( Read more... )

I stayed at college this weekend.
I was fucked up the entire time.
Everything is a blur.
It was fun being fucked up, I remember laughing alot.
And eating WAY too much food.
I had fun with the friends I have here.
But I hurt the only person I love in the process.
I hurt her really bad.
Im an idiot.
I hate myself so much.
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I just spent $56 dining dollars on food at Philly Cafe.
And I still have $361 left.
Thats a lot of food still be be bought this semester.
Ok Im gonna eat my steak and cheese and drink my chocolate milk and so homework now.
I dont want to go to this gay floor picture at 7.
I havent showered in a lot of days and Im in my gym clothes and I dont care.
I DONT ( Read more... )