As much as I believe in free will, I also believe that nothing happens by chance. The implications of each movement, or word, or glance, or gesture are infinite. Everything is inexplicably deliberate and accidental at the same time. This is precisely why a writer should never run out of material. There's just so much wonder ( Read more... )

I'm alive. Barely and ever so.

Karma is just the lie I tell myself so that my life isn't just a myriad of people walking all over me. Justice is the concept I hold onto for my sanity. But really, as life continues to progress, I question more and more the validity of this supposed "cosmic nobility ( Read more... )

Insomnia sets in nicely once more ( Read more... )

You, know I really begin to wonder if this world is worth saving when people make comments like:

"I can think of many ways to die that worse than smoke inhalation and jumping out of a building." [in relation to 9-11]Ah, fuck you. It's amazing how arrogant and callous people can be. This individual actually supposes to comprehend what it's like to ( Read more... )

smoking cheap cigarettes is like snorting dirty anthrax.

just don't fucking do it.

Yeah bitches it's me and my voice. For some reason I'm hella nervous, what the fuck! Let me know what you think and shit. I've finally gone live journal trendy, but let me say this, I fucking called this trend last night so like I'm not really following a trend...just um, proving my point. Or something. =)~


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I just ran down 3 blocks in pursuit of the ice cream truck and...it was invigorating. I grabbed a random child on the way, threw him on my waist, and kept hustling. He was trying his best but like his legs were too tiny. So I grabbed him, spun around, told the parent I had him, and sprinted down Broadway. We made it. As we walked back up the block ( Read more... )

Christ. I do think a woman will be my downfall. I'm courting her desire. I bite my lip to hide my intrigue and she smiles deviously because she's found it. Oh to be the prey, if only for a night...

I'm coming up man-size.