ok. ok. so I haven't posted here in pretty much forever, but I still follow my flist.

anyway, I'm trying this tumblr thing now

happy holidays, kids.

some things ( Read more... )

i have decided that graduate school is nothing if not a test of endurance.

(for every mile the feet go
the heart goes nine)
e.e. cummings

i haven't really been ok lately.

no!!!

(all the shadows have made ladders
and all that mattered
yes all that matters, has lifted from view
as i'm gazing at stars, counting parked cars
i can't stop missing you)

(leona naess, promise to try)

happy birthday mimi. i miss you every day.

this weekend? was amazing.

last night i dreamed that she was alive. and i do not know how to deal with that.

i want to scream because i keep feeling, but i can't talk about it. i just don't have words. and this is how it will be. she will live in my dreams, so to speak. and that will have to be okay. and i will have to be okay.

(hope is a four letter word)

well, things have certainly been interesting lately.

my apartment is a mess (duh).
my new favorite food is marshmallows.
which, coupled with my old favorite food, ice cream, makes for quite the dessert.
i am in love with the second part of the say anything rerelease.
i keep forgetting to take time for me until it's way past due ( Read more... )